this is crap, i have no idea what I'm doing but this is what how I met your mother season 8 episode 20 made me do:
This is me time traveling back 30 days before falling in love with the love of my life and losing her forever.
October 10, 2022, 30 days before I met her. I was stunned. I played this scenario in my head a million times, and the results were always the same.
I would run, no, I would sprint towards the door of her apartment. And I would knock. I will stare at my trembling hands, staring into nothing, as I push myself to wake up from this reverie.
And the door opens. There she goes. Still as beautiful as I remembered. She's like a pen and I'm paper. Boring and plain but once she joins me everything doesn't seem so wrong anymore.
Wow, I love her confused face.
Thank god I mustered up some courage and told her-
"Hi, I know you would not easily believe this and you would be 94% sure that I am crazy but hear me out. Please"
"30 days from now, we will meet, and we will fall in love. And you would ask yourself why you are with me and I will answer that by saying because of destiny and that we are meant to be"
"I know that's cringe, even I nearly threw up saying that. But, trust me it will happen. After that you will laugh, and say that, that could happen, then, you will stare at me curving your eyes into crescents and utter the words 'i just wanna live like this forever'."
Due to my recklessness. I forgot that 30 days before we met, a boyfriend of hers exists. And boy that punch. I did not see it coming but maybe it's for the best. Cuz that punch woke me up.
I guess I'll just let destiny open the doors of my fate. Just like a pen and paper both are consumable. Close but different at any given level. She's the pen and I'm the paper and we are not meant to be together.
