Hello
To whoever reading this, hi, I hope you're doing great, and thanks for sparing me a glance:) It's been forever, hope you can forgive me ahah<3
I've been thinking about something for a while now, and I do want to be straightforward in telling you about it. Bear with me hahha,,,,,,,,,
I'm quitting. It really doesn't matter to me much if no one reads this little sentiment that I bothered to type out, I just want to put it out there just so I don't disappear without a trace (or something like that). Wattpad is great, I've met many of today's closest friends through the platform, and I'll always be grateful for that—but lately I realized that I'm putting unnecessary pressure on myself because of something that isn't really that fundamental at all.
I once re-read one of my works from back in 2019, and I was terribly disturbed when I read some of the chapters. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that I used to be someone who joked about serious topics so lightheartedly. If you didn't get to see them, frankly, that's great. If you did, I'm terribly sorry, and I'm at least very happy to say that I've underwent a gradual, but definite, change ever since then.
It remains that I've made the decision to finally relieve myself from all that unnecessary pressure I've put on myself. I've already been inactive enough, and this is just me putting the icing on the cake:)
To those who held my hand through it all, thank you. You have been fundamental to my growth as a person, and I really can't thank you enough. I have no idea where I'd be if it weren't for you. I've met so many of my current, closest friends through this place, and I may be leaving, but worry not!!! We are still friends, at least I can be sure of that!! you'll know where to find me ;)
Thank you, I love you, and goodbye :)
god that felt good
