xx_maru

I've been looping fire dance for the past 2 days to gaslight myself I'm ok

WHEN THE HELL DID I WRITE SMUT I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY OLD DRAFTS ACTUALLY END ME

should I start writing again on a semi daily basis...i might if I get replies to this to know ppl actually read my shit

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          bro why are some *painted colours* less *vivid* than usual? or am i js going *crazy*. this shit is so *bad* not even my *squad* can help. can't keep going *forward* because i literally have 2 *C*'s?? might as well shove my life down a *blender*. maybe i should watch a movie at the *cinema* again, might bring me back to my no longer *suspended* life. kinda *hollow* too if i think abt it. I should be more *awake now* maybe admire the *moonlight* or *city* once in a while maybe some *pancakes* and *coffee* will go pretty well with it. thats smth I *realized*. this is lowk pretty *rad, dog* humans should learn or invent how to *fly* trust! maybe the *future* will be better. *light up my fire and rekindle my flame* as *fuel* to keep going until I found my *haven*. my heart will keep *blazing* and *burning until I fall over* I'll get back *on my feet* and *surpass* my yesterday. no more of being a *wimp*. its *time to take off* and be a *stray*. *unity* will help a lot. while roaming the *city*bi could revisit *old tales* and *kick it up a notch!* im glad I do classical music. i can play that *first concerto* and slay those *beats!* all i know is that i WILL *turn my pain into drive*. I won't *let a single night defeat me* I'll figure out *the reason for their words* and never stop because I never have *doubt*. lets *travel towards that sekai more*

もう開き開きなんだ

how i feel after copy pasting my discord intro on here

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yo does anyone wanna join my fandub/original unit server on discord

guys. im alive. I couldn't access wattpad for 5 weeks for whatever reason. I swear i get to working on ffs </3

lmao i haven't been here in years..hi maru :3