nurA3123

I don't know why I'm posting this but...
          	
          	I fell deep, like REALLY deep, into Harry Potter fanfiction. My TCF fanfiction addiction is dirt when compared to my planet-sized HP fanfic addiction. 
          	
          	How do you erase your memory of an entire fandom that exist on the on the internet? I wish I could Imperio myself into doing my school work to my very best or to never read fanfics again.
          	
          	On another note, my taste in HP fanfic sporadically changes. I started with drarry to depressing fic to a combination of both. 
          	Then, it took a 180 turn to time travel tropes to tommary to master of death Harry(not exactly in that order).  
          	Then, after a lot of the tropes became repetitive, I search for the most uncommon AU I could find; it started with the many different Harry Potter possible--from regular harry to literally batsht insane harry-- and ended with Harry Potter not being the main character at all. After all that, suddenly my mind decided that the canon timeline is boring and went to the past: Grindelwald Era, Tom Riddle Era, The Founders, Marauders. (I question my life all the time) 
          	THEN, after those became repetitive, I focused on the future. (I gotta say the there is an ABUNDANCE of Post-Hogwarts fics, especially Hogwarts 8th year; and from what I read, most of them were Drarry. Yes, my 'forever' love for drarry sparked again.
          	AND THEN, those got repetitive so I went to cursed fic hunting and how do you do that you ask: find the ones tagged 'Dead Dove: Do Not Eat'. (I'm traumatized, even more than the yandere tcf fic)
          	I needed to cleanse my mind so I went to read 'some' fluff and still am. I'm going to ban myself from reading HP fanfics or from any fanfics at all.
          	
          	Whoever is reading this rant, did my suffering amuse you? Kidding. But... thanks for reading this?
          	Anyways, are people implementing the recent translated chapters of tcf in their reactfics yet? I took a break from tcf so need to catch up.
          	
          	
          	Happy Reading

nurA3123

I don't know why I'm posting this but...
          
          I fell deep, like REALLY deep, into Harry Potter fanfiction. My TCF fanfiction addiction is dirt when compared to my planet-sized HP fanfic addiction. 
          
          How do you erase your memory of an entire fandom that exist on the on the internet? I wish I could Imperio myself into doing my school work to my very best or to never read fanfics again.
          
          On another note, my taste in HP fanfic sporadically changes. I started with drarry to depressing fic to a combination of both. 
          Then, it took a 180 turn to time travel tropes to tommary to master of death Harry(not exactly in that order).  
          Then, after a lot of the tropes became repetitive, I search for the most uncommon AU I could find; it started with the many different Harry Potter possible--from regular harry to literally batsht insane harry-- and ended with Harry Potter not being the main character at all. After all that, suddenly my mind decided that the canon timeline is boring and went to the past: Grindelwald Era, Tom Riddle Era, The Founders, Marauders. (I question my life all the time) 
          THEN, after those became repetitive, I focused on the future. (I gotta say the there is an ABUNDANCE of Post-Hogwarts fics, especially Hogwarts 8th year; and from what I read, most of them were Drarry. Yes, my 'forever' love for drarry sparked again.
          AND THEN, those got repetitive so I went to cursed fic hunting and how do you do that you ask: find the ones tagged 'Dead Dove: Do Not Eat'. (I'm traumatized, even more than the yandere tcf fic)
          I needed to cleanse my mind so I went to read 'some' fluff and still am. I'm going to ban myself from reading HP fanfics or from any fanfics at all.
          
          Whoever is reading this rant, did my suffering amuse you? Kidding. But... thanks for reading this?
          Anyways, are people implementing the recent translated chapters of tcf in their reactfics yet? I took a break from tcf so need to catch up.
          
          
          Happy Reading

nurA3123

I have this thing against occasional bursts of fanfic; like in Valentines or Christmas. For one, as a person who get EASILY obsessed, reading those fanfics increases my obsession by tenfold, to the point where I can't control it and it get between me and my school work.
          And they also ironically help me tone down my obsession because of all the repetitiveness and the illusion of having too much to read.
          
          And Guess What: I'm not as obsessed with TCF now!!! While I admittedly might stay up all night reading them, they don't get in my way of doing schoolwork anymore!!
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          And you know what the worst part is, I got obsessed with Harry Potter instead. YES, Harry Potter, the one with over 300,000+ fanfics written about it (Drarry+hurt/comfort+heavy angst is so annoyingly addicting and I'm surprised how a lot of them include smut). And I also recently just got rid of my obsession with ORV. 
          Sometimes I feel like bad like loves me so much that it goes yandere and kills my good luck (weird comparison, I know). I might end up taking a break from reading entirely until this school year ends at this point and hole up in my room studying all day. I might be dead in the internet until school ends.
          
          I need help....
          
          Don't mind the post. Just letting out my frustrations.
          
          Anyways, to anyone reading this, hope you have a good day!!

Lucathy4life

UWAAA! Thanks for the follow!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
          
          Ah ah ah!! You're the regression Cale prompt writer that i recently read!!
          
          Right, would you mind having another friend????
          
          If you don't, Call me Aoi!! (Of course, it's completely fine if you do mind!)

Lucathy4life

@nurA3123  Nah nah, it's alright!! Besides you reply to my comments almost every single time haha.
            
            Ikr! Only when people comment, it feels like someone is actually reading your book! 
            
            Yep yep! Angst is the best!(つ✧ω✧)つ
            
            Have a good day...uh, what do I call you?
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nurA3123

@Lucathy4life 
            Of course, I wouldn't mind having another friend, Aoi!!! Being an introvert I am though, I might not always reply to all the comments.
            
            I was honestly thinking I would only post at a max 5 times but it's fun to see people enjoying the things I write as much and sometimes more than me. 
            
            Since this is the first message I received in wattpad,  I will tell you that my next idea will be short and mostly angst with a pinch of humor. I don't have a good sense of humor so don't expect much but the angst will definitely be there. 
            Angst is the best!!!! (I'm glad Cale is fictional!!)
            
            I hope you're having a good day Aoi.
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