guren ichinose xx

october is ending, completed my 2 months working in audit firm, met day6 and now what?????
          
          gURLLLL I GRADUATING IN NOV!!!!!!
          
          lets talk about day6, ya Allah it was such a great experience wehhh my first ever kpop concert and make it better, tgt w my bestfriend, az. LAGI CHEFSSS KISSSSSSSSS. bayangkan we been fangirling since 2020 during the covid. i listened to day6 since matrik but not yet a fan. my go to song back then was days gone by. masuk first sem of degreee aku tengah down gila w some of the subjects + covid... so i started to layan day6 from this one playlist in yt named sad/chill playlist. masa first time dengar i was like IDKKKKK KENAPA BEST SANGAT???? KENAPA KENAA SNAGAT DENGAN MY MOOD AT THE TIME? bayangkan the playlist ada lagu i like you, letting go, i loved you.... walaupun all the lyrics for the song macam kena untuk breakup dan aku mental sebab uni subject itself which no correlation tapi sebak dia sampai woo. then az starts to recommend me another day6 songs and all, here we are. we see day6 all of them on the stage w our eyes!!!! 
          
          wEHH BOTH OF US CRIEDDDD during you were beautiful. start je part wonpil nyanyi memang kiyok likeeee i cant believe im listening to this live and he is singing infront of me. walaupun we got the back back rowww its still worth it!! day6 tolong datang malaysia lagi kami nak seat depan sikit next time 

enlooooooo
          
          im unofficially graduated in bachelor of accounting u!!!! i survived 4 years in accounting who would have thought  iman yang sentiasa nak lari dari account after spm. laslas stuck dari matrik ke degree, tahu tahu dah habis belajar dah ko. and guess what, she will be receiving her dean's award!!! ya Allah alhamdulillah my effort paid off, my tears and hardwork during the online class/semesters got me badddd seriously. surviving study sorang just not for me. alhamdulillah my ptptn boleh convert jadi full biasiswa  literally my dreammmmm & hope untuk degree. tanak ada hutang apa2. biar struggle aku dalam kewangan aku sorang je tahu and girl u survived.
          
          sooo proud of u!!! masa belajar nervous nak tahu perjalanan lepas study, mesti struggle nak cari kerja semua tapi good news!!! haritu i went for interview for audit assistant position, the very next day he called me and offered the position!!! ya Allah bersyukurrr sangat i got the placement! walaupun agak jauhla usj7 tu tapi fikirkan boleh lrt je so i think i can do thisss. rela naik short period lrt dari cari kerja kat kl lagi lama sejam lebih duduk dalam lrttt kito tak mampuuu. usj tu nak drive pun masih bearable. syukur perjalanan job hunting ku masih smooth, interviewer pun peramah jee i hope i have a good work environment nanti~ so saited though i will be starting in sep!! (def will update this later!!!) 
          
          and thenn in november i will be graduating for real!!!! that jubah yang aku dah seek since day1 of degreeeeee you will be wearinf that together with your DA badge on your jubah (literal thought of this got me emotionall)
          
          last, DAY6 NAK DATANG MALAYSIA!!!!!!!! ya Allah semoga saya dan az dapat secure tix concert day6 dan kami boleh tengok yonk & wonpil depan mata!!!!!!!! JEBALLLLLL

hello guys, guess what? ive finished my degree :) ya Allah rasa sebak betholl this place ive been ranting sejak result spm and here i am. few months away graduating tinggal nak sarung jubah je weh  time flies so fast!!!

in my third month of internship!!! (alhamdulillah masih tak nangis HAHAH) yk during my first two weeks internship i was so scared assisting the case mungkin sbb ik the pressure prev intern pernah kena and im afraid i have to face the same too. bayangkan my first day, terus training (july was peak month so august baru reda) dan dan kena present balik apa yang ck ajar i was sooooo nervous.. pastu first time buat stat audit (toook 8 hours all of us it was the worst la aku rasa) lepas dah faham bebetul stat audit, lmao it took u 30mins to revise everything and then by 1.5 hr dah boleh siap sebenarnya  hell, 8 hrs??? so embarassing tapi pengalaman takpelaaa
          
          up til now, ive handled 2 full case (pass to ck) currently on my third, and passed 2 case to yx. so kira bolehlaaaa makin lama makin biasa. tuhan jela tahu lepas dapat sign afs & taxcomp tu happy dia macam mana  
          
          other than me, batch kalini cam ramai gakla yang intern sbb budak acc mmg akan intern tahun keeempat, 1st sem, so uni yg ada unikl, utm, ukm, umt, uitm  so memang ngam laaa. atleast aku tak sunyiii sebab ramai geng. team sama ngan aku, haziqah (actually chmate yaya cucuk langit sangat kecil dunia, dan kenal kawan kmp yg kat ukm tu). loved my seatmateee and ofc josephine!!!!! my pic & senior managerrrr. sangat comel ya, ajar pun faham je n tak mengeluh sorry kalau salu lambat catch up 
          
          and aku suka susunan meja kitorang, aku ziqa kaja yee kang. yeekang jarang la borak ngan aku tapi lelama, sebab dia borak dgn kaja in english so aku faham je. memamg gelak jela apa dorang borak. lagi kelakar dia tak kasi kaja skype aku sbb nak tahu kitorang gossip apa cait. oh pastu meja kitorang la paling kuat makan. SRSSSS. yee kang tu pun, kalau dia breakfast makan roti mmg makanlaaa. kitorang tiga ni jenis makan ringan2 start pukul 10 keatas dan after lunch hr 3 ke atas HAHAHAHA.
          
          dahla jenis suka kongsi makanan. lapar, ngantuk punya pasal. mmg kena makan jelaaa. ni kalau berat naik fefaham la .

currently in my 3rd year, second semester and next sem ill be going for internship. done the iv on 1th may 23, and guess who got the placement for her internship?? heeee alhamdulillah the place is in puchong which i can commute w car back and forth so i dont have to naik lrt pergi kl etc. syukur gilaaaa. the interview wasnt easy at all obv, they literally asked all the 3 elements acc tax and audit. botak kepala aku menjawab thank god the interviewers tu baik gilaaaa and i read tips to buat sembang2 dengan iv-ee so did hehee, layan lah jugak aku punya soalan tah pape pun
          
          another thing to be grateful is, the allowance is 1.3k which is def more than enough, dahla duduk rumah, finally boleh savings. i got tax and audit department, memang dorang dah cakap audit dept is challenging and banyak kerja, so tipulah tak takutt tapi axcited at the same time hehe. tengokla aku 6 bulan intern macam mana masih hidup ke tak, takut tak keluar jadi manusia HAHAHHA. atleast OT pun aku getting paid, mana tahu baik 1/2 pagi huwaaaa. memang seniors pun kat big4 semua kena stay up sebab peak months hm redha jela

hello my past 2021, this is me in 2023 

sad that i cant open nurafath anymore... so had to use my main acc to rant here bc its not like anyone would go thru this acc

alhamdulillah finished my first sem dengan jayanya!!! despite all the hardwork, stress and all i swear odl is not easy! lelagi bila kau kena counter dengan subject pengiraan lepastu first sem out of all... susah weh sebab kau tak kenal sangat classmate kau. serba serbi kena sendiri (apalah nasib takde member join utm sekali KSJSKSK)
          
          stress-- yea stress gila. carrymark 50:50 aint that easy bro  banyak yang aku careless, lelagi pom, like legit 39/50 ??? im so ded yall nasib baik semalam keluar result, dapat A- same goes w maths (this both subject that i bet w vvvv low carrymark) i really am so happy to get A- !!! ❤️
          
          and alhamdulillah a dean's list for my first sem in bachelor of accounting teheeee ✨✨ 
          
          looking forward for sem2 this sunday.. i swear utm punya cuti sem kejap namati tak sampai 3 minggu pon hmZZZZ

sekarang ni aku dah banyak sangat tengok anime, baca manga manhwa webtoon dan sekarang nak focus baca novel HAHDHHSHSHSHS girl im lifeless... and lets not talk about kdrama bc i really am not in the mood

okay 20/5 haritu dapat result sem2 alhamdulillah finished my matric life with both pngk & pngs 4flat （●´∀｀）ノ♡
          
          now nak kena tunggu degree... i cant believe it, sem1 deg kena online class ahshhshshs sedih betul dahla barang kat matrik tak ambik lagi aku taktahulah apa cerita sia bilik huhue