nuttsucks

Bro I can't tell if I'm getting played or not and its really hurting my feelings :(

nuttsucks

@nuttsucks don't remember what i was talkin abt but i def was
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-Oikawala-

CUPCAKEEE

nuttsucks

@-Oikawala- DUDE ITS BEEN FOREVER???? WHAT THE HELL
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-Oikawala-

@nuttsucks FOR SOME REASON I DIDN'T GET NOTIFIED BUT SAAAAME
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nuttsucks

@-Oikawala- OMG GET OUT I MISSED YOU SO MUCH
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nuttsucks

WHO SHOULD I MAKE A FANFIC ABOUT AMD WHAT ANIME
          
          - Haikyuu
          - Attack on Titan
          - Fairytail
          - My Hero Academia (not deku and mineta)
          - Bungou stray dogs???
          - Assassination Classroom?
          
          AND OTHERS TOO WHATEVER JUST HELP ME OUT IM BORER SINCE I HAVE TO STAY HOME FOR A WEEK

dbblbs

@ShawtyShoto lol
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nuttsucks

@Dabi_The_Cat YOURE SO CUTE STOP AW
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dbblbs

this entire thing was very nice to read actually:) like an awesome family reunion
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nuttsucks

this message may be offensive 
TW: ranting, suicide, SH
          
          I came out of a mental hospital today and my mom is so annoying I cant even express it like ive been crying all day, I literally bawl my eyes out every few minutes. I dont want to be home, ive had more fun in a damn mental hospital than I have in a REALLY long time?? I dont want to be anywhere, I want to just not be nothing at all its so fucking stupid. Im there for self harm and I dont tell my feelings to my parents because the last tine I told my mom how I felt she cried saying im manipulating her. I cant control how I feel or how emotional I am I dont even understand it myself im just so sick and tired of it and I kinda just wanna fly up in the sky like a kite. My mom kept trying to call me out today in the car when I was with my two siblings and I was like, "not right now, I dont want to talk about it right now." and she does it anyway, I was in the middle of a breakdown and her doing that didnt help one bit. I was upset btw because on call last night she told me, "Are you STILL suicidal? STILL depressed? STILL sad? If youre still suicidal im going to send you there for a month." Like dude im unstable and the tone of voice she used was so goddamn upsetting it was as if im such a terrible human being for feeling hurt and unaccepted. Has she even thought and wondered why I tried killing myself?? I dont even know at this point. Anyways twerking in mental hospitals is really fun-

nuttsucks

@ShawtyShoto Boy you sweet asfff, I understand the dad part. Wait til you're in a healthy mind set maybe and a healthy environment first before you tell him. And thank you for the advice :)
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dbblbs

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@ShawtyShoto (tw for same as above)
            i know what you mean. when i got out of the mental hospital a few months ago for a suicide attempt and self harm, and i haven't been as happy as i was there in literal fucking years. ive never tried talking to my dad about how much of a shit parent he is, because he really tries and doesnt really know hes part of the problem. im not entirely sure how he'll react, but i doubt it will be good, and hes not mentally in the right place to be able to handle knowing everything that's happened, especially because of him. i still want to fucking die, and even though my meds help i cant take them without remembering when i fucking overdosed and i cant handle it. missing the hospital will get better over time though, and it'll be okay if you can just push through all the shit and do why you want with your life. you can do it, and im always here to talk if you need to. i may not know you but i do care and i cant promise it'll all be fine forever, but the best thing anyone can do is keep going as long as possible. and yes, twerking in a mental hospital is incredibly fun:)
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