nuxratz_

Hello, my starlits.
          	
          	First of all, I owe you a sincere apology for disappearing for over three months. I know I left you all waiting, and I genuinely regret that. You deserve consistency, and I’m sorry for not being able to give you that during this time.
          	
          	Life got a little overwhelming, but that’s not an excuse.. just something I’m learning to heal myself. 
          	
          	Thank you for your patience, for staying, and for still being here. It means more to me than you know. I’ll do my best to be more active and consistent from now on. And I promise, I’m coming back with so much more for you. I hope my starlits will be patient with me, won't ya? 
          	
          	Yours ever, 
          	Ahana

nuxratz_

 #BTP Rants - 01  Mystery of Us - 
          	  Well, if I had to talk about these two chapters.. they mean a lot to me. Specifically, remember that three onions flying scene? I feel very obligated to admit that was inspired by a real-life incident... Wait hold up ya'll. It wasn't actually onions flying in my case. It was an egg  
          	  So here’s the story. I used to be terrified of frying eggs. The oil popping? Absolutely not. I was convinced it would jump out of the pan and personally attack me. But one day, I decided to be brave and also… to show off my “cooking skills.”
          	  Big mistake. I tried flipping the egg by doing that cool pan movement you see in videos... 
          	  and guess what happened?
          	  Yeah. Exactly, I mean of course. The egg did not flip.
          	  It flew. 
          	  Straight to the wall. 
          	  And stuck there for a jiffy as if it was holding on it for its 'oh so dear' life.
          	  And then slowly… dramatically… slid down like it had just given up on life.
          	  While I just stood there, frozen, questioning every decision that led me to that moment.
          	  
          	  Somehow while writing I decided to give Davian that fate of me. I like putting some serious events or feelings into my books. Maybe some real feelings, sometimes real-life incidents. So, there are some scenes you might think is 'fictional' when it could be not.. so fictional. Iykyk. 
          	  
          	  Okay, that's all for now, starlits. I'll take my leave. Bubye! 
          	  
          	  Yours only, 
          	  Ahana
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nuxratz_

Hello, my starlits.
          
          First of all, I owe you a sincere apology for disappearing for over three months. I know I left you all waiting, and I genuinely regret that. You deserve consistency, and I’m sorry for not being able to give you that during this time.
          
          Life got a little overwhelming, but that’s not an excuse.. just something I’m learning to heal myself. 
          
          Thank you for your patience, for staying, and for still being here. It means more to me than you know. I’ll do my best to be more active and consistent from now on. And I promise, I’m coming back with so much more for you. I hope my starlits will be patient with me, won't ya? 
          
          Yours ever, 
          Ahana

nuxratz_

 #BTP Rants - 01  Mystery of Us - 
            Well, if I had to talk about these two chapters.. they mean a lot to me. Specifically, remember that three onions flying scene? I feel very obligated to admit that was inspired by a real-life incident... Wait hold up ya'll. It wasn't actually onions flying in my case. It was an egg  
            So here’s the story. I used to be terrified of frying eggs. The oil popping? Absolutely not. I was convinced it would jump out of the pan and personally attack me. But one day, I decided to be brave and also… to show off my “cooking skills.”
            Big mistake. I tried flipping the egg by doing that cool pan movement you see in videos... 
            and guess what happened?
            Yeah. Exactly, I mean of course. The egg did not flip.
            It flew. 
            Straight to the wall. 
            And stuck there for a jiffy as if it was holding on it for its 'oh so dear' life.
            And then slowly… dramatically… slid down like it had just given up on life.
            While I just stood there, frozen, questioning every decision that led me to that moment.
            
            Somehow while writing I decided to give Davian that fate of me. I like putting some serious events or feelings into my books. Maybe some real feelings, sometimes real-life incidents. So, there are some scenes you might think is 'fictional' when it could be not.. so fictional. Iykyk. 
            
            Okay, that's all for now, starlits. I'll take my leave. Bubye! 
            
            Yours only, 
            Ahana
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nuxratz_

Guess who's about to start her own #BTP rants? Oops—Behind the Pages, I meant. Are ya'll up for it?
          
          Honestly speaking, there's always so much chaos happening in my drafts that I might as well start exposing the mess. I always think of something and start writing with that plan in my mind, but as the scenes unfold, shifts happen, changes occur. Chemistry intensifies, emotions unravel. It doesn't always go as I plan it to, but I'm not disappointed. It happens. The scenes unfold naturally, and it feels more real to me.
          
          Though I'm genuinely sorry for not giving longer updates, look.. hey, I'm fighting, okay? So please, I hope ya'll are going to be patient with me and my schedule, too. I love my Starlits. XOXO.
          
          Since I love ya'll so much, I'm planning to work on a side series just for fun: #BTP rants. That way, ya'll get to know the unfiltered thoughts that run through my mind while I'm writing about them. Buckle up, Starlits. The ride ahead is going to be fun

nuxratz_

Hello guys!
          I finally decided to post here and interact more with you all. I might not be the most professional at this, but wait hey; here I am giving it a try. Lately I’ve wondered what runs through your mind when you read my story or silently stalk my profile. I’d genuinely love to know your thoughts about me, my writing, or anything at all. Don’t worry, I don’t mind actually, I find it kinda cute, HAHA.
          
          ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘
          
          Also, I’ve picked a nickname for my readers: Starlits.
          Does it sound nice to you guys? I’ve always been in love with the stars and the moon, and I resonate with them deeply. Thus, naming you after something I adore felt perfect. Thank you for all the support you’ve given me so far, my lil Starlits.
          
          Stay healthy, stay happy.
          Glow & grow always.
          I love ya'll, bubyeee! <3

Heyitznabi

@nuxratz_ awww....thank you...such a cute name....we love you...
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