It breaks my heart when people hate on Zayn. I watched the video of the "fans" boeeing at him on the You and I ad and I honestly cried. I cry when I read all the hate comments too. How can the people who claimed to love him for these past 5 years just turn and do this. I understand you're upset he left, I was too, but we shouldn't be selfish and put what we want in front of what he wants. If he wasn't happy with it all then who can blame him. I'm sure all of you would have done the same. Zayn may have said he wanted to be a normal 22 year old, but have you ever stopped and wondered that he may have been told to say that. That's how that business works. People got angry when he they released the demo for 'I Won't Mind' (which is amazing) but he wrote it for one direction and it wasn't allowed on the album. If you read through who wrote all of the songs you'll see he barely wrote anything. I always could tell it wasn't his type of music and he didn't enjoy it as much as the others. Maybe if he was allowed to do things that were more him he would have stayed but he couldn't so he had to be true to himself and do something he enjoyed. And when he left he wouldn't have been allowed to say the real reason behind it. Zayn is an amazing, beautiful, caring person. Who I love very much and I know he loves us. He said it himself the only reason he was upset was because he felt like he let us down. It was us who he cared about. We don't know if he wanted to leave 2 years ago or whatever I could have been a while, but he went through it for us. I'm very grateful for Zayn and everything he's given me. Sorry for writing all of this that no one is probably going to read but oh well, I need to say it.
