@hashisaki hello hashisaki, thanks for reading my fanfic [or knowing about it],
shortly after publishing it, i've felt very embarrassed of my work.
i've failed to put my feelings into words and failed to explain scenarios or the situation, all due to my lack of english knowledge.
to fix that, i've quit fanfictions and novels and gone for poetry and poems.
(frankly, i finally realized being able to comprehend poems does help you use better words for a context, but does not really help you write your imagination.
and i recently read some fanfictions, maybe i'll give it another repair and reupload it)