There's no need to be perfect to inspire others. Let other's get inspired by how you deal with your imperfections.
Are down right now? if you are then kindly get some pen and notepads. Whenever I feel down or losing inspiration I write it down, I write all my rants, all the pain that I could feel. After 20 minutes of writing everything I have in my heart, I started to reflect and comforting myself. Sweety if no one wants to talk to you, if no one wants to listen to all of your rants you have yourself to listen to it.
Crying is normal, being in pain is normal, getting tired is normal. So don't lose hope in yourself just because you're in pain, you're not weak. You're strong because you're still holding on, you're precious.
Stop comparing yourself to other and just be you, because that's the most beautiful thing you can do when everyone is already hating you.
Keep writing and smiling, soon the story you're writing right now would be publish as a book. I would be supporting you from afar but you can message me anytime when you need me.
---Bell_naaa