not to be all wise and profound because i just lost a friend, but please settle any petty beef with the people you truly care about before it's too late. cherish them. we weren't arguing when she passed but there were so many unnecessary things we fought about in the past and i deeply wish i could replace them with more heartfelt moments since i'll never have the privilege to see her enormous cartoon smile ever again. i sent a message that evening to remind her that she was on my mind. she'll never read it.