you know, i was reading through eyes last night and i realized that I was too hard on myself while writing it. it felt like mess, and sure, it was in the beginning. I am still not happy with the style of writing and the certain events thats happened. surely they could have played out differently, and they really could have, based on the writing. but when I got to the later chapters, I saw that that I enjoyed the series of events. after the messy conflict was resolved, everything fell into place perfectly. if I were to rewrite the beginning, I absolutely would. but one reoccurring theme I noticed while reading through the whole book was the dialogue. I am always articulate when it comes to writing dialogue and making it so it flows naturally. I enjoyed reading what the characters had to say. and I felt restful when I realized this. I was way too hard on myself while writing, and I think I’ve finally accepted that yeah, this is actually...a pretty good book. I was way too insecure on what was being typed, and what others would think, I always thought, why are people reading this? the book was awfully long, with chapters varying 1000-3000 words each, i mean, my god! I didn’t expect much, yet my expectations were fulfilled immensely in the end. it’s been a few months since the book has ended, and I am still so thankful to those who made it through that reckless beginning to the less messy ending. thank you, once again. I hope you look forward to my future releases, I have a lot planned. my passion continues to grow as is.
