lylia

dah nak spm

rindu yang lain :((

dah jumpa semalammm !! shes now home safely 

idraki and ailith too

JJ

oh dah lama habis tengok 

i hope its not true pls 

and there it comes, spm.

esok last exam untuk trial

lagi sedih sebab ibu chat bagi semangat kata goodluck exam 

i miss lila too. lila is a scaredy-cat type of cat. she freaks out at everything. be it loud noise, rain and storm, cars engine, or even when the lizard make noise. how shes supposed to live outside? it hurts even more when we never saw her again after that. idk if shes doing well or not and thats heartbreaking. 

and thats when i realized, he remembers. and i hate that he cant stay with us. i hate than i cant give him the love i always gave him for the rest of his life or my life. wdym he grew up in a warm house being such a big baby and spoiled suddenly need to live outside and be independent to just live? his life changed fully and i cant not blame myself. even when he looks like hes doing well outside, i cant imagine his life if he just stay with us. i miss him sm it hurts. 

oh u know what? actually, the same day his claws met my skin, he played fight with me, laying on my papers while im doing my homework, digging up the bin, and slept in front of my room door. as usual. 

im so done for everything 

so far so stress actually