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AGHHH JUST POSTED A PARTIAL FACE REVEAL!!! I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY UGLY FEATURES :3
          
          
          
          Anyways..yeah I hope you enjoy! And btw..we have a goal of 500 followers.. can we maybe hit that goal by the 20th of may? 
          
          
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hello everyone. Feeling down again. I just got yelled at by my parents for not doing my homework. I don’t know what I am doing anymore. I just don’t have the motivation to do it and I feel like I don’t know anything. I might post in my vent book (and maybe my love life) 
          
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Hello everyone! I am feeling..slightly better than how I was feeling a few hours ago. I am having chicken for dinner so I’m lowk happy bout that but another one of my bffs isn’t feeling their greatest and I don’t know what to do to help them but yeah.

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Hey guys… I’m lowk hating myself…I accidentally hurt one of my friends and i feel REALLY REALLY bad.. I did met want to hurt them..I didn’t know what i was even thinkin..i picked them up and took a few steps, then i just couldn’t hold on and i dropped them and their head hit the ground. I don’t want to I hurt them i hate it when people get hurt around me..
          
          I feel like whenever Seeger’s hurt its my fault and I could’ve done something to prevent it. In this case, yes I could’ve not picked them up, but I wasn’t thinking, and i feel like i sometimes just do things without fully thinking and it always goes wrong. I hate myself for this! They could have a concussion because of me..i hate myself. I genuinely hate when i do this. I wish i could hide in my room and never come out. I wish i could disappear from everyone’s sight, because i feel like everyone judges me for every small mistake that i do. 
          
          
          Anyways, i hope your days are going better.
          
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HEYYY EVERYONE GOOD MORNING!!! Anyways after that..so uhh thank you all for being so nice and supportive! I really do appreciate all of you!

Ugghhhhh guys I feel like nobody rlly like- gets me. Like everyone acts like they know what I’m going through- and some people say “oh no but IVE been through worse so you can’t vent or complain” like stafu no one gives a damn abt your opinion- I asked you if I could vent and you said yes- but when I was done you just switched up? Like wtf?! You said you were going to be supporting and caring but then you switch up? OH-KAY. *large sigh* ugh so anyways back to what I was saying… 
          
          I feel like no one really gets me and they just act like they care about anything I say- because most of the people at my old school (homophobes, racists, and trumpies)  were REALLLYY toxic just because they found out that I like girls- like biotch you need to get tf out of here no one gives a fuck. But anyways yeah- I’m just not feeling that great lately and I feel like I kinda sorta have to just fake how I feel most of the time and I’m also really insecure about my body since at my old school people would call me mean names like “fatty” and “cheeseburger hoarder” and other stuff like that. They would also pick on me during the class time and the teachers wouldn’t do anything. One time the bullying got so bad that uhm…the uh…fbi maybe kinda sorts had to get involved (pls don’t ask I didn’t prevent really want to put that but I felt like I needed to’ 
          
          Can y’all help me feel better ples? I’m kinda feeling under-the-weather rn 3:

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