i dont know whats happening to me but ive been so depressive lately like im so disgusted i keep zoning out and shi and whenever things are good i feel a pang of guilt or sadness LIKE WHATATATA ive never told anyone close to me this yet so yeah (read broken heart emoji)
Hallo hallo my dearests!!
Well uh uh uhmm so yeah! Sorry for the inactivity AGHHH but it seems that even if i have more free-time in class i cannot seem to write at the moment because its sososos busy rn but dont worry i haven’t lost all my writing abilities and stories but im focusing on my studies and art at the moment i hope you guys understand!!
Update cause i feel like a burden when opening ip to my friends about shi LMAO..
life is like happy rn its great and all
BUT.
I cant help but feel a strong tinge of sadness for some reason which is very uhh weird LMAO..ive been feeing so strange whenever someone mentions love and falling inlove and stuff i dont feel envious at all but i feel like SOO left out when it comes to that topic like i just go quiet and my mood is all drained and shi corny right?? But kinda hits closer to home but like i cant even express this feeling in words and its so frustrating oml but yeah im goods anyways
@nyxi1x I've been there, and trust me, if they're your real friends, you aren't a burden to them at all. plus, I think romance is lwk overrated but it's just a personal opinion of mine. I think we all experience fomo at some point in our lives. whatever you feel it's valid and you shouldn't feel weird about it <3
UPDATE ABOUT MY LIFE WAHAHA
Up is dateeee!?!?
LMAOO ANYWAYS
honestly life is going great!
my classmates are soosososo nice and friendly
My teachers are awesome they’re strict in a good way!
I thought it would be hard to learn but actually im learning more than ever
My rest is enoughhh so nicenice
I hope its gonna be alright in the near future of this school year :3
There wi probably be ups and downs but experience am i right?
Anyways thats all i will be continuing to write wahaha!!! Wait for new chapters ehe
Up next brought to you by nik....
ERISTIC
MOMENTO MORI
although i wont be publushing chapters yet since im focusing more on T33NAGE D1RTB4G! And SHARP FOX
Gulps..my school starts at monday guys say goodbye to my online privileges dw my school only does 2 days on school and 2 days on online class and friday is a free day!!