Staring out the window of the new apartment in Sydney. It's 11:36pm, my best friend is asleep. Where did the days go? Flashbacks to my first love haunt me. The rain hits the window and I can't help but let a tear escape my eye. What happened to us? Shannon and Andy, Ashley and Cole, Gabbi and Jake, Harry and Kalinia, Lucy and Adrian.. Me and him.. Forever haunted by these memories. They keep me up at night.
How are the others? My friends? We've been seperated for the first time ever. It's just me and Rachel. All I know is that now the taste of alcohol isn't so bad. If I can't have him to numb the pain, what better than alcohol?
I miss the old days... I miss my friends, I miss those we lost, I miss my first love... So my dearest Jake, move on from me. Find someone pretty and sweet. Kalinia, Val, Callen, Grayson, all of you. Move on. We're not what we used to be. We're broken people. We're not worth missing. So move on friends... We miss you and love you all, and we want the best for you. So move on from these broken hearts.
~Beth