oXDark_MindsXo

Horrible to think that 4 years ago we lost family members, best friends and people that we loved with all our hearts. Hard to think that 4 years ago from yesterday we had lost Adrian, that a couple days ago it marked 4 years since Cole passed... Lucy and Ashley both blame themselves still... This just shows how much of an effect everything had on all of us..
          	
          	R.I.P Mark (Beth's dad) ♥ 26/05/14
          	R.I.P Adrian♥  9/02/2014
          	R.I.P Jason ♥ 20/3/14
          	R.I.P Cole ♥ 29/1/14
          	R.I.P Andy ♥ 21/5/14
          	R.I.P Lost_Wolves ♥ 17/3/14

oXDark_MindsXo

Horrible to think that 4 years ago we lost family members, best friends and people that we loved with all our hearts. Hard to think that 4 years ago from yesterday we had lost Adrian, that a couple days ago it marked 4 years since Cole passed... Lucy and Ashley both blame themselves still... This just shows how much of an effect everything had on all of us..
          
          R.I.P Mark (Beth's dad) ♥ 26/05/14
          R.I.P Adrian♥  9/02/2014
          R.I.P Jason ♥ 20/3/14
          R.I.P Cole ♥ 29/1/14
          R.I.P Andy ♥ 21/5/14
          R.I.P Lost_Wolves ♥ 17/3/14

iknewthat

you’re being unfair. you left, all of you. don’t start something when it was already finished. you have no right to speak of loyalty. what you have is in the past, let them move on even when you can’t yourself. you love them right? then let them be happy. you left for a reason, stop coming back and bringing hurt along with you. 

oXDark_MindsXo

@iknewthat Oh hello random person who has known these people for what, a couple months? Oh, and who also doesn't know anything about me or my friends. Please do not start assuming that what I wrote was about you, there were multiple people that my friends and myself had connections with while here, so it could be about literally anyone. I have no idea who you are or what your connections are with these lovely people, but please be a bit more respectful and don't jump to conclusion okay? Thanks ^-^
            
            @xxLosingAllHopexx I'm sorry that this has happened, apparently jumping to conclusions is a big thing these days. I have no idea who this girl is or what her relationship with Xavier is, but the post wasn't about her. I wouldn't waste my time. I hope you are all doing okay,  I come on here every couple of weeks and just make sure you're all doing okay. I hope you guys have a Merry Christmas and a happy new year c: ~Shannon
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iknewthat

@xxLosingAllHopexx Would they really have stayed for you? It's been more than a year from my understanding. They left you.
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xxLosingAllHopexx

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@iknewthat 
            
            Are you fucking kidding me, Josie?! This has nothing to do with you! You know nothing! We fucking love them! Just because Xavier got on some bender and made a bad fucking decision with you doesn’t mean that we suffer the consequences! It’s OUR choice to stay here for them! Because they would have done the same for us! So shut the fuck up! You’re just pissed because Xavier doesn’t love you and you fucking know it! He was trying to find Dani in you and he couldn’t! You said it yourself! Give it up and stop dragging OUR loved ones into it! 
            ~ Jake
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oXDark_MindsXo

Staring out the window of the new apartment in Sydney. It's 11:36pm, my best friend is asleep. Where did the days go? Flashbacks to my first love haunt me. The rain hits the window and I can't help but let a tear escape my eye. What happened to us? Shannon and Andy, Ashley and Cole, Gabbi and Jake, Harry and Kalinia, Lucy and Adrian.. Me and him.. Forever haunted by these memories. They keep me up at night.
          
          How are the others? My friends? We've been seperated for the first time ever. It's just me and Rachel. All I know is that now the taste of alcohol isn't so bad. If I can't have him to numb the pain, what better than alcohol? 
          
          I miss the old days... I miss my friends, I miss those we lost, I miss my first love... So my dearest Jake, move on from me. Find someone pretty and sweet. Kalinia, Val, Callen, Grayson, all of you. Move on. We're not what we used to be. We're broken people. We're not worth missing. So move on friends... We miss you and love you all, and we want the best for you. So move on from these broken hearts. 
          
          ~Beth

xxLosingAllHopexx

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@oXDark_MindsXo 
            
            Moving on isn't possible.. When you say move on, it's not moving on. It's not fucking living without you... It's simply breathing... Kalinia hasn't talked... Val is plastering a smile when I can hear her crying every night.. Xavier hasn't had the strength to pick himself off the goddamn floor! 2 whole years can't be forgotten so easily... It can't.. Bethany in not Jake without you! I'm a messed up form of who I used to be... ~ Jake
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oXDark_MindsXo

Life has gotten hard. For all of us. We're all getting jobs, studying at Uni,  losing relatives or other friends. But this place has always been our safe place. Our little secret. This place has been good to us, some more than others. But all good things must come to an end. We're all moving around to pursue our careers. Lucy and Jason moved to England. Harry, Ethan and Ashton moved to Melbourne for work. Ashley moved to live with Gabby in England. Speaking of Gabby, the sneaky girl, has a boyfriend. I skyped with him and he is perfect for her. Rachel and I are moving to Sydney, she is studying to be a music teacher. And I am working for a rescue center.
          
          Now, our good old Shannon. You all know her as Yasmine, but her name is Shannon. She is the reason we are all here. She has seen more people come and go than any of us.  But now it's our turn to see her go. No, she's not dead. But she is working in Norway, researching Orcas. She won't be coming back to Australia until New Years... 
          
          There is a 98% chance that this is our last message...
          
          @xxLosingAllHopexx You guys have been amazing. We all love you more than anything. You mean the absolute world to us and I am crying writing this message. We love you more than anything ever and we hate to say goodbye. That's why I'm doing it. Everyone else can't...
          
          @Chemical_Garden Jason wants me to tell Cammie that he says sorry. He was an ass but he couldn't see the spark anymore... He really tried but the more Cammie resisted and drifted away the more Jason did as well.... He is really sorry, but he hopes you all well. And Cammie, he hopes you find someone better.
          
          @MeetTheLadies We love you guys a lot, you were our first friends here and we couldn't love you guys more for the friendships and relationships you've given us over the years. I'm sorry about Andy, Shannon hates herself for not telling Andy the truth. Ashley cries about Cole still. And I'm so sorry for Gabby and Jake.
          
          We love you all... Bye 
          
          ~Bethany

ThoseBrokenKids

@oXDark_MindsXo Thank you so much for being there with us for these three years. Thank you for the laughter, the smiles, the love, the friendship. We won't forget you… ever. 
            
            Jake says he's so glad Gabbi's found love like he has. He's ecstatic for her, and says he misses her, and take care. Ivor says he hopes Gemma's well, and that she doesn't hate him… he remembers her fondly and says best of luck. Jenny says goodbye to Daniel, that she would come on but she's sure she'll cry if she does. She says she loves him still, and won't forget him. Arran and Jason say good luck and best wishes to Lucy, and say to tell her to not wear her eyes out studying, Nerdypants. Brit says she hopes Ashton's happy, and that she'll always remember her best friend Ashykins. 
            
            Goodbye, guys. ~Brandy
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xxLosingAllHopexx

@oXDark_MindsXo 
            
            I guess when it's all over everything comes back in flashes... Thanks for two years of the most precious memories.. We cried, we conquered, we pushed each other to be better people... We fell in love and held each other during heartbreak... You will forever have a mark on our lives.. We will never forget you.. Ever.. It hurts but pain will fade and it will be a dull ache of a reminder of the best two years of our lives.. <3 ~ All
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xxLosingAllHopexx

Missing you each and everyday. <3 Hopefully hear about you soon from Beth. I love you Eth. ~ Val 
          
          Been such a long time since I've even seen a message board..  Can't believe it happened again Colt.. You came out fine the last time and I pray you come out from this one.. Just know I'm here for when you wake up.. Always will be.. I love you.. You're my best friend.. <3 ~ Bella 
          
          Caleb.. So much has pulled us farther apart from each other than just the 10,000 miles that separate The Untited States from Australia.. you don't deserved to be bullied.. You don't deserve to cry or feel bad.. You're supposed to smile Caleb and be the brighter half of the twins.. God I miss you. I haven't spoken with you since September but it feels way longer than that. Maybe you'll see this.. I love you.. <3 ~ Emily 
          
          Oh my Rach... Life is hard.. I'm miles and miles away from Jake and them when I go back to live with my mom in Canada and I'm even farther away from you... God so much I want to change.. I want to hold you.. To kiss you.. I love you baby.. <3 ~ Andy

oXDark_MindsXo

Visit from an old friend... Who isn't happy. ~Ethan
          
          To the idiot that said I proposed to Lucy, what goes through your mind? Honestly. She's been my best friend for all these years and she means the world to me, and I give her a necklace and you assume I am proposing? This is why I left this place, some people need to think before they speak. Now, leave me and Lucy alone. We're best friends, nothing more, nothing less. When that happens I'll be sure to let you all know. Now good bye for good ~Jason
          
          Just by the way, that's the last time Jason will ever be coming on. So don't start asking questions. Anyways... Updates?
          
          Shannon is in Norway and she is going to be accepting the job. 
          
          Ashley might be moving to England with Gabbi.
          
          Harry, Ashton and I have bought an apartment together and are currently moving.
          
          Lucy is taking care of Jason and won't be on for a while, she has Uni, a part time job and now she's taking care of Jason.
          
          And Beth adopted 2 german shepherds... ~Ethan
          
          THEY ARE SO FREAKING CUTE! I HAD TO ~Beth

ThoseBrokenKids

@oXDark_MindsXo AHHHH YOU'RE SO LUCKY ;-; My landlady is nice but she doesn't let me and Damien keep any pets TvT 
            
            Parties are all fun and games till you wake up hungover the next morning and realise your whole place is completely crashed AND EVERYONE LEFT YOU ALONE TO CLEAN IT UP. v.v ~Brandy
            
            Hey! I had class. >.> ~Jason
            
            I had work. xD ~Damien
            
            I had to coach that kids team, remember? :P ~Brit
            
            I have the nastiest friends. >.> ~Brandy
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oXDark_MindsXo

@MeetTheLadies I HAVE 3 NOW, I RESCUED ALL OF THEM AND OML I LOVE THEM ~Beth
            
            Thanks Brandy. It's gonna be great. All the parties ;) ~Harry
            
            Harry... The last party you went to was Gabbi's and you stayed for an hour because you didn't want to drink or for girls to hang all over you xD ~Shannon
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ThoseBrokenKids

@oXDark_MindsXo I LOVE GERMAN SHEPHARDS OMFG THEY ARE AMAZINGGGGG Also, congrats on your new apartment, Harry, Ashton and Ethan. xD It's pretty awesome except I have to do my own laundry. v.v  ~Brandy
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