Iridescent

Harry Potter Fanfic stuff. The cover and titles of each book will be changing, so don't wait for an announcement for the old name lmao. 
          
          And I hope people like unreliable narrators cause my new format for book 1 has about 20 of them. 
          
          Old readers won't get the full effect of me trying to create more of a mystery around the introduction of Iris to this world. But the new format will also bring a lot of new perspectives and scenes. 
          
          It will feel like a new experience in a lot of ways. So it won't be the same story for a third time with small differences. Hoping to sit down and confidently decide a release date soon. Once I start uploading, chapters will come out twice... maybe three times a week. Depends on how much time I feel I need before I start uploading book 2.
          
          I just need to get a full grasp on changes across all the books before I commit. Be back soon!

So, I mentioned once that I was going through a breakup. And well, um, life has truthfully been a mess since then. I tried not to let it affect me too much, but I just can no longer deny it all. 
          
          I have learned a lot since things went downhill back at the end of September, including but not limited to the fact he was cheating on me the entire year we were together. Between that and learning about all his actual opinions on me, it is safe to say my concept of love is absolutely shot. 
          
          It is something else to learn that someone you gave it all too never actually cared about you all that much. And as much as I hate it, my relationship with him and how everything has been closing on that aspect of my life... has changed me. Maybe matured me in a way but still changed me. 
          
          With this, I cannot go back to stuff I wrote from before the breakup or even during with the same head. And frankly the stuff I managed to churn out while I was dealing with the breakup just read so messy to me because I was never in a state to write and was in this weird in between stage of life. I could even feel it back then that I had lost the emotional connection I always had with my writing. 
          
          I would not be able to write with any sense of consistency with what my plans once were. 
          
          So that being said, I have finally committed to a rewrite. 
          
          I already took down my Hunger Games book a while ago but was hesitant to really commit to what will be a second rewrite of my HP book. But honestly it is the only way I will ever be able to finish it. I promise it will come out better, just I do apologize that life turned out this way for me lol.
          
          (Also Theo and Iris will still end up together, my love life is shot but I am not so bitter to kill all romance)

banana 

Iri (: 
          
          i hope you're doing well! it's Cordelia! I vanished for a bit but i'm back on a new account. I missed you loads. I'm sorry to see some rough patches have been plaguing you recently but I hope things are getting better for you now. always here if you need to talk! 
          
          <3

Happy Thanksgiving :) (:

So my boyfriend broke up with me and umm yeah I think instead of feeling the stages of grief or whatever separately or in any healthy process of emotions, I have just been a mess that screams in rage one second and breaks down into tears like a baby the next. There was just a lot of built up stuff that I just get to replay in a constant loop and be pretty anger and sad that he didn’t care enough to listen once.
          
          So uh that has been my life. Hoping the holidays give me some peace and set me straight again. Like this is the shit I would tell a friend to run away from with your head held high, not cry about. Hopefully I can give myself that advice and move the hell on.
          
          Alternatively though once I get my head back together this is great for the lore of a writer and will certainly bring out great things from me.

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<3

I would just like to preface my newest chapter with one thing, I the author deny all accountability for the actions of Iris Blackwell. Thank you, goodnight

Soooo, dropping a chapter tonight and it is LONG. Like 10k words long. So be prepared to either sit down for a while or read in parts lmao. You have been warned if you see this before you read. 
          
          Each part of the chapter largely follows a different character but lots of Iris and Theodore stuff sprinkled in the other parts. And really it is just the Yule Ball so fun stuff. And a lot of fun stuff to follow now that these two idiots have brought my spark back for writing.