oak_fur

DANG BOI HAVE I NOT POSTED ANYTHING ANYMORE HERE. I haven't even realized it has being that long (I also stopped reading wattpad). Anyways guys I graduated highschool and will be going to uni in about 3 months. This last year just flew by tbh and so much has changed over such a short periode of time...
          	Not going to say what has but just knew Im happy as it is and will continue to work on myself. :)

oak_fur

DANG BOI HAVE I NOT POSTED ANYTHING ANYMORE HERE. I haven't even realized it has being that long (I also stopped reading wattpad). Anyways guys I graduated highschool and will be going to uni in about 3 months. This last year just flew by tbh and so much has changed over such a short periode of time...
          Not going to say what has but just knew Im happy as it is and will continue to work on myself. :)

oak_fur

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Ahem, boy it has being a heck of a year (academic) tbh. I think the 17 year old me who was a fucking mess and struggling in school would not believe that I passed 11th grade. And that I'm actually better (mentally), I remember my 10th grade only as a sad blur to be honest.  I feel sorry for that past me but I'm also thankful I went through it. I just wish I could say that everything will be alright and that I had every right to feel that way. That I could cry it all out. 
          I haven't really cried, only for that time when one of my foster cats had to be put down, I was just disappointed and sad that such an amazing creature had to leave this world. Yet again I learned from that. I learned to cherish my memories and be thankful they were here. 
          
          Anyways I got off track. I can do anything as long as I put my mind to it and stay consistent. I'm trying to get to that point again as I'm not trying to study math in my summer break haha. Gotta struggle to get what you want right. But I will continue to try to get to that pattern again.