oasis system

!ON MY NEW SERIES!
          I will be releasing a chapter once every week. You all have permission to break my kneecaps if I don't.

so- how would yall feel abt a new story??? I'm feelin like putting myself on a schedule would make it so I actually finish a full story, but I want to discuss it with all my 1-2 active followers. lmao. it'd involve gore and some sadder themes with a couple of them- basically the basis is some developing children were injected with flower DNA and are now being monitored in a facility. I've already got a story down for one of the characters, I just need some comments on your thoughts abt the story idea and ideas on what kinda schedule to put myself on

i will now be going by deo just to bother @everywherexyouxgo
          (this is a joke please do not call me that)

(vent. idk)
          I feel nasty with some of the stuff I've written and some of the stuff I've viewed. it's not illegal per se, just weird. might take a break from wattpad, a long break. idrk how to fix how I'm feeling. if I give into writing self indulgent stories, I'll feel weird and gross, and with other stories, if I resist it, I'll feel worse or just dead inside. I haven't posted any of the weird stuff I've written bc at a core, even with how much I joke about it, I feel super self conscious about what I enjoy.
          so yeah. basically this is a "???? please help idk what to do and I'm really sad for like 3 reasons but I'm gonna vent about one"

big ideas coming. ill post a planbook.
          https://youtu.be/Be_W5GtrqZ0 will be the theme for this story.

MIGHT FUCK AROUND AND MAKE A  BAKUDEKU FIC BASED OFF THE THEORY THAT BC NITROGLYCERIN SLOWS DOWN UR HEART HE HAS TO BE STRESSED AND OR ANGRY ALL THE TIME OR HE COULD FUCKING DIE BC HIS HEART STOPS
          haha im gonna call it Heartstopper
          it's gonna be angsty
          why?
          im Meen

i live on the tears of my friends
          just cry into this plastic bag thanks

me reentering my childhood fandom (the bastion fandom) like
          https://youtu.be/8lT0dU4tlio

so i rlly want to make another zulf x the kid chapter, so here are some ideas I had
          -heehoo zombie apocalypse au- zulf finds the kid battered and beaten after a supply run and boom, might fuck around have zombie kid (more angsty/gory)
          -heehoo zulf popular, the kid not pre calamity boom, might fuck around and have the kid working for the masons on weekends (more tsundere/hurtcomfort)
          -OHOHOHOH this one is mean- pre calamity, the kid working for the masons,  heehoo guess what sucker, you can feel any pain your soulmate feels (hurtcomfort/gory)
          ONESHOT IDEAS I HAD
          -fuck u angst time. post calamity evac(angst)
          -hurt/comfort post calamity evac(probably a bit angsty and gory ngl just kinda my style but also at the same time will be hyper fluffed.)
          -Short G/T post calamity evac. basically one of the characters (ur choice) fucked up some shit and accidentally made a shrinking potion that was spilled on zulf so boom the kid has to take care of zulf who is the size of his thumb. (p u r e f l u f f h e a v e n)
          NOTE
          I only do fluff on the stories I post. Nothing else. No smut, nothin. Just fluff.
          So yeah! go ahead and pick!

it's 1:12 in the morning. what am i doing. please dear god help me im gonna ruin my sleep schedule for the 18th time this month