@ obVioUslyMAC I am so sorry to hear that, Love. But even if you feel like that, you are not alone. I know, it maybe doesn't help you a lot that I, a total stranger, am telling you that now. But I mean it. You will figure out how to deal with it. Take your time, think about what you want, what you need, and how you can achieve those goals. It won't be always easy but hey, you can do it. Okay?
And also by the way, if you need to let something out of your chest, I will always listen to you, Darling.
You will find people that will be the best you ever met. Just don't be too hard with yourself. You deserve to be happy, you deserve to be loved.
Sending much love xx