let four days ago mark the end of an era, half a year of love and despair with the one who was quite possibly the most beautiful i will ever have, let their name grace my lips frequently no longer, i fell in and now i must climb out after them, stepping in the same footholds, leaving the well behind... all of it was in good nature. quite safe to say i had put to use the many things i had learned in years before; it paid off well. still i am young and again alone, what they have taught me will spare not someone else, but myself, and that was the ultimate lesson. thank you, and we’ll turn the page into a chapter with, hopefully, a fruitful friendship.