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@AiiiShiaa6Pat9 first, I'm such a people pleaser and will do anything to make it easy for them if it involved me. That's why I did an idiotic thing of copying the message for you to read it easy. That was stupid of me.
You like one direction too? *Cries* We're really more alike . Yeah, Losing Liam was such a worst thing for me. Because, I was in the verge of s£lf-h@rming before one direction. Then in the beginning of 2023, I found them. They were my escape. I stopped it. I spent the rest two years of my life hearing their music, watching interviews, pins about them, memes, articles, concerts, compilations. And Liam, he felt like someone I was really close to because he constantly updated on snapchat. I still remember that night I went to sleep after watching his snap stories. I still cry.
You're the second to assure me I'm not overreacting because of this. First one was one girl who's a directioner I met in Wattpad too.
I got some friends yeah. That was on December - January starting. They ditched me on the university trip, made me feel insecure about my appearance and ignored me. So I cut them off. And sat with another girl who was alone too. But after some days, she really talked shit to me, drained my self worth down, talked about how fat I was to her boyfriend who was in another university. Slowly I cut her off too. Another girl befriended me, then asked me to reconcile with one of my ex friend, then she and the ex friend both ditched me. Then it was time for finals. I spent couple of months alone. In year 2, I think I've got myself a couple of friends who are now constant for two months. It's going good now.
I really really want to hear you talk , tell me what has been shitty. I'm a good listener, that's what I've been told. Pour out your emotions, it'll get better. Tell me what's been good, great, sad, hurting or anything.
