Obsessive Over Lots

I had 93 notifs

I accidently haven't checked Wattpad in like two weeks..... Oops

In the middle of my first day of school rn, my first "quadmester" is personal fitness and art so who's really winning?

So me and a couple friends have a Minecraft server that we play on together but two of them hate each other and mediating the arguments, especially as the server owner, is so exhausting.
          
          And today the argument was actually over nothing, two of them were just trying to make another mad and they don't see how they're being jerks!
          
          
          Honestly the one who started it, I haven't talked to him besides arguments pretty much and I feel like it's getting unhealthy and I'm starting to resent him but I don't know how to end a friendship especially when sometimes we have good talks and then huge arguments later
          
          
          
          Ugh

I feel like wherever I'm in a situation where I'm new and without my friends I'm in groups where everyone else is already friends and I feel like I'm just butting in and it even happens online like here and stuff and I am really just wishing to find some internet friends

I feel like everyone's been saying they're in school but I'm in Ontario, Canada and school starts in September, and it just got pushed a week so I don't start until the 15th.... So I guess sucks for y'all I still get to do nothing all day

I'm pretty sure I have some form of adhd but I'm too scared to talk to my parents about trying to get diagnosed but I really want to get a therapist because I'm sure I have multiple mental illnesses/disorders but I'm too anxious so Wattpad announcements that three people will see is my therapy at the moment
          
          
          Anyways how are you?

I can't tell if I'm demisexual, graysexual, or aegosexual and I really wish I could just have a queerplatonic relationship and have someone help me but I can't exactly do that

Just read an old comment thread where I mentioned that I'm a Hufflepuff and I remembered that I'm technically actually a Gryffindor but it's only because of my mom instinct and ik that I'm actually a Hufflepuff

Do you ever remember embarrassing crushes you had that your friends love to bring up and wish you could say you were just confused because you're queer, but you're attracted to girls and guys so that doesn't work?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          No? Just me? Ok.