itzurmeanie
merry christmas
ocean_stay39
AmalSivani
MERRY CHRISTMAS OCEAN!!
AmalSivani
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@ocean_stay39 asshole of a Wattpad didn't give a notificatio T-T
itzurmeanie
miss milk teaaaa hruuu
ocean_stay39
@itzurmeanie eehehehe me too I have insane cuteness aggression for the most random things
ocean_stay39
@itzurmeanie ehhh rllyyyy (///▽///) heh well I’m glad lol I try to be bubbly and happyy
itzurmeanie
that one time wattpad wontbeef wuth me and give me all the announcements lol
ocean_stay39
I give up on minsung im sorry i just don’t have any more creativity to write about them. I’ve got so many ideas but I don’t wanna waste them, so I might turn them into original stories that are unrelated to minsung. Maybe even wlw? but they won’t be fanfics :/ ik my literal username has stay in it, so idk, but I feel like minsung fics won’t appear in my drafts for some time
(｡ ́︿ ̀｡) love y’all xx
Kaveh_isaBBG
@ocean_stay39 it's okay, baby. Your creativity shouldn't exactly be focused on one thing yk, you're supposed to let it flow. You shouldn't be guilty cause you feel like you're betraying them or smth. I'm pretty sure Stray Kids themselves would also say to just let creativity do it's perks with you, so js DO IT ( ╹▽╹ )
JustLeaveMeAlone_TT
@ocean_stay39 it's ok bro just write what you want. As long as you're doing what you like, idt people would mind. Also don't apologize for it. AND YES WLW PLSSS
AmalSivani
OCEANAAA HOW ARE YOUUUUUU
JustLeaveMeAlone_TT
GURL I JUST SAW THAT YOU GOT INSTA!!! LEMME FOLLOW
itzurmeanie
mb i didnt reply to u wattpad freaking again i dont even get ur announcements man like wth watpad be making me miss out on so much
itzurmeanie
sooooo a month after lol hru miss milk tea atp ider why u hv this nickname (i have a VERY MASSIVE TERRIBLE MEMORY) but i love the nickname tbh if i knew irl i would have clicked a pic of u with like difff drinks which have milk and put it in a circle around ur bodyy THAT WOULD BE SOC CUTE
AmalSivani
How are you doing ocean?! Sorry for not responding to your announcements and replies,I was not active on Wattpad T^T
ocean_stay39
Then it was math. In came the math teacher…holding a stack of test papers. I failed my last test so I was so scared. Felt like crying, cause the tension from last class hadn’t gone away, I was still mildly trembling and it was hard to breathe. I ended up being the “most improved student”, but since I failed last time, my grade still isn’t that good despite the 10% improvement (from like 39% to 55%), which kinda announced to the whole class that I failed last time. I remembered my mom threatening me, saying I’d be dead if my grades dropped, and at that moment, I really couldn’t breathe. So I tried to calm myself down, and once I was a bit more stable I went to the bathroom and texted a friend. Though I regret that. I think that friend doesn’t really get my situation and I wasn’t that comfy explaining why JL’s comments and my classmates’ reactions triggered me so bad, as well as lasting “trauma??” from McDonald’s. I feel like I’m just using anxiety and trauma as buzzwords rn oh god why am I so desperate to be broken I just can’t.
JustLeaveMeAlone_TT
@ocean_stay39 oh nooo my baby :( that's normal after having panic attacks and it sucks that it had to happen in school for you. and your teachers announce who's most improved and stuff? our school doesn't do that. wow. hey, texting a friend when that happens is honestly a smart move even if you regret it later. when i had my panic attack i was calling this one friend repeatedly until she picked up and i was sobbing into the phone, so at least you were less dramatic than me :D. you're not using them as buzzwords. they're actual things and they really do affect someone a lot, and what you described was exactly a panic attack and McDonald is some deep trauma that you might want to bring up to your therapist when you grow older. you're not desperate to be broken. you're understanding what you're going through, which means you're trying to better yourself. a lot of people don't do that, so think of it like you're better than the vast majority of the population