school and stress is controlling me and soon it will take over. I think that they are starting to, because I hurt my two bestest friends is the whole world. Before it happened, I was stressing out about science because if I don't pass it, I will not go to UIL and my dad will yell at me about my grades. I feel like there is a demon near. I'm losing myself. I'm alone. I'm scared. It feels like I'm in a dark black bubble. I don't see anyone near to hear me. I started to write on my arms and I'm afraid that I will hurt more of my friends. im scared and I don't know what to do. The demon is close and it is out to get me.