Syd ❤︎︎

hey again monthly update im so stressed! finals this week (had my math final today) and im working almost every single day until 11-11:30... 
          
          guys next week i work FIVE DAYS 4 pm to 12 AM. 12. am. SOS!!
          (at least im lowkey getting bank)
          being a manager is so stressful ... 
          i miss being able to cosplay and draw and write my weird freak fanfiction that you all enjoy (i enjoy it guys i swear) 
          like forreal i havent been able to write in so long  i miss ittt! 
          buttt after the 13th i have a month off from school (it will probably mostly be spent working i fear... but at least i'll have a little more time to cosplay lol) 
          okay time to disappear for a while again byeee :3
          love how i used to update daily in my spanish class in 10th grade n now yall are lucky if i update once a month [crying emoji] lolol 

i love when i see "18+" in the description of a fanfic n when i tap on the author's profile theyre like 16 
          not a big age gap but like HELPP

yo chat also i started mha after not watching it for years bc of the fandom and oh my god why is it so good and why am i so hyperfixated on bakudeku rn im cringing just WRITING that. but oh my god if you ignore the fandom its so good hello 

... hey!! heyy... how y'all doing... 
          (i disappeared for like 2 months again) 
          sorry guys adulting is hard (ive been an adult for less than 3 months.) 
          im in college now and WORKINGGGGG 
          but GOOD NEWS!! i got promoted at my job so im a MANAGER NOWWWWW!!!! 
          anyways. im sorry i lied to you guys about finishing my rewrite of my eremin fanfic over the summer </3 im very apologetic i have no ideas and no motivation to figure out what to write abt its been this way abt all my writing (i have a good 25 WIP fanfics in google docs but they will never be published here bc i can never finish one i just keep starting new ones...) 
          anyways! sorry guys just a quick little update about me :)) how are you all!! hope you're doing good!!

i come on here once in a blue moon to yap and then i disappear again but i swear once i get past the stuff i'm going through i'll finish rewriting the eremin fanfic i swear! 

chat it was just my birthday (on the 13th) and im 18 now EWWWW
          will still be telling grown men who ask me out that i'm 16! 
          
          remembering the time a man who was (prob my mon and dad's age) asked me (while i was at my job! before i graduated too so i was still a HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT) if i was into black guys n i didn't know how to respond and chuckled nervously and he said "i guess not" LIKE BRO I AM JUST NOT WHEN THEY'RE PROBABLY THE SAME AGE AS MY PARENTS
          
          not even the worst thing that's happened to me fr some guy called me a sex symbol! (i've never even held hands w someone romantically!) 
          oh boy do i love men! 
          anyways im in love w a girl LOLLLLLL makes all the gross stuff men say to me even better! 
          cant tell them i like women bc they'll tell me they like a challenge so i'll just keep telling them im 16 (bc when it's in person its usually at work and u cant work at the job im at til ur 16) 
          the girl i like doesnt even like me back fr so that sucks maybe i'll just give up on liking women tbh 
          okay sorry i think i have adhd im just yapping 
          
          okay bye u follow me for my eremin story (or like the 2 ppl who follow me for my kagehina story) not to hear me rant ignore this! sorry :3 

IDCIDCIDC IM REREADING LOVE LETTERS

i graduated guys!!! <3 will start up on finishing the rewrite of my eremin story as soon as i get back from my senior week!

bro i keep disappearing from this app for like 2 months lol 
          just hit the 100 day mark til graduation 
          (97 days now) 
          im so nerv 
          got into the community college! (everyone is accepted but its still cool i got a whole letter lol) 
          sorry ive literally had no time at all to work on the eremin story... that might end up being a summer/after dance is over project.. 

i do NOT want to graduate in less than 5 months i may die
          also hiii sorry for disappearing for like 2 months