Syd ❤︎︎

2026 is here and i need to lock in. come july i will officially be chopped and unc (20) 
          YUCKKKKKK 

i finally quit my god awful job that i was severely underpaid for
          i worked 94 hours in 2 weeks! 60 of those were from 1 week!! 
          i put in my 2 weeks and my (new, terrible) boss was disappointed because i'm the only manager he likes (we barely work together, because i can only close - idk how to open - and he NEVER closes. i think he hates women idk) 
          anyways i could ramble about him for hours but IM FREEEEE
          officially unemployed! (i already got another job offer that i will be taking. i cant stand being unemployed i hate that word) 
          its not a manager position though so hopefully i can equally balance school, work, and my hobbies </3 ty for bearing with me chat (i havent written ff in so long bro its bad) 
          i miss u guys!!! 

yall college is torturing me 
          i have a color theory class this semester and for the past week i've been doing nothing but cutting colored paper and i am so tired this is the longest project i've ever done i'm losing my mind 
          it might just be worse than when i stayed up until 9 AM working on my final project for 2D design last semester and then went into school without any sleep lol 
          anyways here's my monthly update, i haven't been able to work on any writing i'm sorry </3 i'll try to when i can... no promises though because holidays at my job are coming up so i'll be there every day until like 1 AM again lol 
          hope you're all doing well!!

um hey guys... 
          yeah i lied um 
          eremin story is NOT finished
          im so sorry its been like 2 years since i started "editing" it 
          oops #adultlifegoescrazy #ihatebeinggrown #imisswheniwaschronicallyonlineandwouldupdatewattpadwheniwasinspanishclasseverydaywheniwas15 #nowimemployedandcantdoanythingorlivemylife #endingit

meow meow meow meow meow 
          
          hi guys im working on chapter 5 of loveletters now.. it will be out before school starts back up trust  (around august at the LATEST)
          i mean if i lock in i can get it done in like a week but i got work unfortunately ... sigh
          anyways hope yall r having a great summer ! enjoy it :) 

cosplayimg for the first time in 6 months tomorrow! 
          i finally have a day off jesus christ 
          also guys omg im writing way tew much for this eremin fanfic chapter 1 is like almost 2k words it used to be like 600 .. somethings wrong w me (i just overwrite everything..) 
          whenever i release it i hope you're all okay with how much longer it is .. i wrote it 4 years ago originally when i was like 14 and i have a lot more creative freedom when it comes to writing now lol 
          itll be out sometime this summer I SWEAR
          my aot fixation is back in full swing so i'll be locked in when i dont have work! 

meow :3

TIKTOK IS GONE IN THE US CHAT.

hi guys! my timecard for the holidays was 82 hours! LOLOL 
          82 hours in 2 weeks is insanity idk whats wrong with me 
          i'd be there from 2/3 until 1 AM most nights and did not clock out! 
          anyways how are you all?! my classes started up a few days ago!!

hey again monthly update im so stressed! finals this week (had my math final today) and im working almost every single day until 11-11:30... 
          
          guys next week i work FIVE DAYS 4 pm to 12 AM. 12. am. SOS!!
          (at least im lowkey getting bank)
          being a manager is so stressful ... 
          i miss being able to cosplay and draw and write my weird freak fanfiction that you all enjoy (i enjoy it guys i swear) 
          like forreal i havent been able to write in so long  i miss ittt! 
          buttt after the 13th i have a month off from school (it will probably mostly be spent working i fear... but at least i'll have a little more time to cosplay lol) 
          okay time to disappear for a while again byeee :3
          love how i used to update daily in my spanish class in 10th grade n now yall are lucky if i update once a month [crying emoji] lolol