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The Secret Of Us series ✓

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I'm not fuckin' around anymore
          Got my pedal pushed down to the floor, my, my
          Say that you know me, babe
          But no one really knows me, baby
          Thought I was better with some self-dedication
          That's what I get for making cold proclamations
          I go ahead and kiss the ground
          My head's getting heavy on this side of town
          
          But you got it
          And I want it more
          Than you could ever know
          Smoke my way to heaven on the bathroom floor
          
          Singing where is Athena?
          God damn it! I need her
          To save me from all of this nothingness out on my own
          I'm too dangerous alone
          I need a holy vibration, that wanting
          To show me that one day I might be worth something, I hope
          No, I'm done with being proud
          I need some love now
          
          I don't wanna be the man I was
          I wanna jump into the innocence of your touch
          Fall into your ocean hands
          Pick me like a cherry blossom in Japan
          
          And we could fly away till we don't recognize the people
          And you can tell your friends back home, but boy they won't believe you, no
          'Cause I want you more than that
          Praying to her temple, I won't fall off track
          
          I'm singing where is Athena?
          God damn it! I need her
          To save me from all of this nothingness out on my own
          I'm too dangerous alone
          I need a holy vibration, that wanting
          To show me that one day I might be worth something, I hope
          No, I'm done with being proud
          I need some love now
          
          I need some love now
          Mmm, yeah
          
          'Cause you got it
          And I want it more
          Than you could ever know
          Meet you up in heaven on my bedroom floor
          
          I'm singing where is Athena?
          God damn it! I need her
          To save me from all of this nothingness out on my own
          I'm too dangerous alone (Too dangerous alone)
          I need a holy vibration, that wanting
          To show me that one day I might be worth something, I hope
          No, I'm done with being proud (I'm done being proud)
          I need some love now
          
          
          
          - Athena
          by: Greyson Chance 

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Mom says trust your gut but I think mine's broken
          'Cause I could swear that we were meant to be
          Standin' on your doorstep, now I'm frozen
          How are these the words you're tellin' me?
          
          Now I'm all alone, I know it too well
          And I know it won't help, but I'm tellin' myself
          Maybe next time I'll be enough
          
          You'll give me everythin' instead of givin' up
          Maybe next time won't be a waste
          You'll be the one and not the onе that got away
          So, I count down the days 'til I won't have to say
          
          Maybe nеxt time
          
          Maybe next time
          
          
          Don't know why I watch when I know the endin' (oh-oh)
          Wanna skip right to the part it doesn't hurt
          Thinkin' that night, boardin' that flight
          With a bruised up heart and a carry-on bag
          A long-lost love that I'll never get back, wanna get it back
          
          Maybe next time I'll be enough
          You'll give me everythin' instead of givin' up
          Maybe next time won't be a waste
          You'll be the one and not the onе that got away
          So, I count down the days 'til I won't have to say
          
          
          
          Maybe next time
          
          - Jamie Miller 

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I don’t know what to do with these feelings
          Staying strong all I do is pretending
          Cause I feel so hopeless, I’m losing my senses
          
          Smiling face wearing off, I’m so sorry
          But I tried, yeah I tried oh I’ve had enough
          Something inside me, it’s killing me slowly
          
          Who am I now?
          I can’t find the answers
          When I’m buried in my bed feeling helpless
          How do I breathe when I’m underwater
          Please don’t tell me it’s a part of the growing
          
          I’m sick of this pain
          So tell me the answer
          Why am I feeling all the weight of this world
          Oh I don’t know, know, know, know, know
          
          Maybe I’m tired, maybe I’m tired yeah
          I think I hit the button of myself
          Someone come and mend this broken heart
          
          Cause I’m tired, baby I’m tired of myself
          I think I had enough, I’ve reached my limit
          I don’t wanna feel this pain again yeah yeah
          
          If I go take a walk, will it help me?
          Take a shot with my friends, will make it stop?
          I’m losing my mind now, losing direction
          
          If I scream all I want in my bedroom
          Would my life get much better than right now? ohh
          Somebody help me, cause I’m suffocating
          
          Who am I now?
          I can’t find the answers
          When I’m crying in my bed feeling sorry
          Oh I don’t know, know, know, know, know
          
          Maybe I’m tired, maybe I’m tired yeah
          I think I hit the button of myself
          Someone come and mend this broken heart
          
          Cause I’m tired, baby I’m tired of myself
          I think I had enough, I’ve reached my limit
          I don’t wanna feel this pain again
          
          Waking up, I’m such a mess
          How many nights does it take to grow up
          Please don’t ever leave me here alone in the dark
          Cause I can’t help myself
          
          
          
          
          
          
          -Tired by: NIve

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I'm throwing out the page I found
          The memory about you and I
          There's a time I dreamed about
          The place we'll go on a summer night
          So take me to your deepest heart
          Now I really need proof to go on
          Cause my life goes dark
          When I know that
          I can never be your love (woah)
          
          Wish we never talked
          Wish we never saw
          But now I know you're just too far
          To catch you with my arms
          
          Wish I never met you
          Wish I never touched your hand
          On the day I really thought
          You are the only one
          That I could ever really love
          
          I'm not a person that believed
          About the things that people talk
          But the things you said
          They made my world
          I never doubted you were wrong (oh)
          So take me to your deepest heart
          Now I really need proof to go on
          Cause my life goes dark
          When I know that I can never be your love
          
          Wish we never talked
          I wish we never saw
          But now I know you're just too far
          To catch you with my arms
          
          I wish I never met you
          I wish I never touched your hand
          On the day I really thought
          You are the only one
          That I could ever really love
          
          Just tell me that I'm wrong
          Or say anything at all
          I don't care if it's true or false
          Don't tell me your excuses
          Was the love we had honest
          Was it ever true
          
          I wish we never talked
          I wish we never saw
          But now I know you're just too far
          To catch you with my arms
          
          I wish I never met you
          I wish I never touched your hand
          On the day I really thought
          You are the only one
          That I could ever really love
          
          
          
          
          - Wishes: Jamie Miller

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'Cause i don't know if I can make you happy
          No matter what the odds, I'm gonna try
          A million miles away , I feel you with me (I feel you with me)
          For now, our love will live inside my mind
          
          So, don't wake me up in the middle of the night
          'Cause I finally found you (found you)
          I feel your love every time I close my eyes
          'Cause I finally found you
          
          When the times are hardest, I find you in the darkness
          You're a dream and that is enough (that is enough), yeah
          Don't wake me up in the middle of the night
          'Cause I finally found you
          
          
          
          
          
          - Don't wake me up by; Jonas Blue and Why Don't We

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          Let me tell you how it happened
          I wasn't looking for someone that night
          No, I was never a believer
          That you could fall in love with the first sight
          
          But all of a sudden
          We loved and got lost in the moment
          All of a sudden
          She's gone in the flash of a light
          I never was looking, hmm
          I'll be looking for the rest of my life 
          
          We took a polaroid
          You signed your name upon it 
          I put it in my wallet 
          Hoping I'd see your face again
          We took a polaroid 
          Capture the look in your eyes
          It's only a matter of time 
          Before it starts fading
          
          Wasn't my imagination
          I could've sworn I saw someone like you
          A thousand people at the station
          And a second you slipped out of view
          
          Then all of a sudden
          I loved and got lost in the moment
          All of a sudden
          She's gone in the blink of an eye
          I never was looking, hmm
          I've been looking for the rest of my life
          
          
          
          
          
          -Polaroid by: Jonas blue feat. Liam Payne and Lennon Stella