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  ⅋̲:  @ofbetrayals 
            i’m fine now,  aren’t i?  can you stop making this a big deal,  then ..    

@bydevilside   (  ⅋̲:  )    ֵ       [ █████ ]
               you did go missing.  we didn’t know where you were.  you could’ve been (killed.)   ..that’s the big deal.  

  ⅋̲:  @ofbetrayals 
            i didn’t (go missing ..)    and i’m back now.  what’s the big deal?   

@ofbetrayals                            ⠀⠀(  ⅋̲:  )     
               you can’t just..  go along with what you want to believe,  griff.  ( he understood how difficult it was.  initially  --he was in the same stage of denial.  all he’d wanted since the two of them had noticed cadens absence was to figure out where he had gone,  and why.  the more the hours grew,  the longer they all searched for answers..  it was harder to believe that there may be a positive side to this.  it was all parker had wanted,  for caden (and) jamie to be safe.  but one thing he had been training himself in for years?  was never trusting what he wanted.  he had no say in what had already happened with the two missing boys  --whether they were safe or not,  was out of his hands.  but that didn’t mean he would stop at any chance.  parker would do whatever it took to get them home safe,  if that was an opportunity.  )    if it fell off during the attack,  it would have taken away whatever balance the two of them had on drogon.  --he’d do anything to protect them,  sure..  but we have to be more realistic about this.  we’re gonna keep looking,  but until we find anything else?  i’m gonna be focusing on the waters,  and more at the beach. 

@urepent    (  ⅋̲:  )    ֵ       [ █████ ]
               they haven’t.   (  he’s quick to shake his head,  dismissing the thought altogether.  maybe it was within his duty to keep his composure,  to exercise possibilities.  but,  at the moment(?)   ..the thought that his son was anywhere but safe was not a possibility he had it within himself to entertain.   it wasn’t one he wanted to hear,   and it definitely wasn’t one he was ready to consider.   the thought brings a wave of sickness over him,   leaning back in his spot,  away from the engraved sigil.   as far as anyone knew,   the only thing binding the young rider and his friend to the array of arrows on the beach.  the most likely outcome,  however,   was not always the honest one.   something griffin strived to remind himself.  )     no,  it must’ve fallen off during the attack.  caden is [not] in the water.   drogon knows to protect him.  the saddle fell off,   and drogon..   drogon just kept going.  they’re safe.  i know they are. 

@ofbetrayals                               ⠀⠀(  ⅋̲:  )    
               (  all signs has pointed to the worst possible answer either of them wanted.  it was clear that caden had snuck out late,  taking jamie with him..  from there they had both taken off  --and whatever had caused them to go missing;  (had)  to be involved with the arrows..  no one else would have had the GUTS to shoot down a dragon;  let alone their sons’.  from then on?  who knows what had happened to caden and his friend.  it all gestured to one answer,  other than drogon peacefully finding them somewhere to land after such a vicious attack.  )   as much as i..  want,  to believe that they’re safe right now.  --i can’t deny the fact that..   they could have fell in the water.  it’s a possibility,  that..  nothing could turn up. 

@ofsates  ˖ ➛ ̨    ..okay,   get  back  to  your  coloring  book.

───   ⟢     @ofbetrayals      … 
            yes  you  are.     

@ofsates   ˖ ➛ ̨    we  are  not  (sappy.)

@urepent     ˖ ➛ ̨    ..i  need  time  to  prepare  my  will.

───   ⟢     @ofbetrayals      … 
            you’ve  had  all  the  time  in  the  world  to  prepare.     i’ve  been  asking  you  for  (months).       ever  since  i  brought  her  home! 

@urepent    ➛ ̨    because,   i  need  time  to..      prepare.

@urepent         you  don’t  owe  anything  to  anyone,  parker.   you  give  and  you  give..    &   there’s  nothing  (anyone)  should  expect  from  you.  —normal  for  a  day  sounds..   much  needed  &  much  deserved.   :/    we  should  just—   have  a  date  or  something.    you  could  hang  up  your  cape  for  a  day,   &  we  can  just..   enjoy  each  other.   without  all  the  extra  stress.   

───   ⟢     @ofbetrayals      … 
            i  feel  like  i  owe  it  to  people,       to  at  least  (try).       that’s  what  makes  it  feel  selfish    …     i  can’t  just  give  up  now,     y’know?       i  just   ..   have  to  get  better  at  handling  things.       maybe  even  (us)  in  with  that  mix ,       we  could  always    —  (try)  to  feel  normal  again.       just  the  two  of  us,      even  if  it’s  for  one  simple  day. 

@urepent       it’s  not  selfish,   parker.    considering  everything  you’ve  put  yourself  through,   for  (everyone)  ..   needing  everything  to  stop  is  the  least  selfish  thing  you  could  think .    —i  want  it  to  stop  (for)  you.    ..nothing  hurts  me  more  than  watching  you  kick  yourself  repeatedly  during  all  this.

@ofbetray 
            just give them some time, slater.  you have to understand that what’s been happening is making them have second thoughts about someone (associated) with our enemies. not to mention that your bias doesn’t help.

,,           @ofbetrayals 
            you  would  all  know  if  i  was  a  threat  by  now.       

@ofbetray 
            it’s not reassuring. it makes them feel like you’re a threat.

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