official_cutie13

So. . .I'm back. Kinda? Still busy af but I'm back. Not allowed here but I figured out how to finesse the system so-

kingaugusts

Heya cutie pie! Thank you so much for adding Space Cadet to your reading lists. Feel free to leave any feedback or message me anytime. I hope you have an amazing day, month, year and forever after~
          
          All the best, august :)

official_cutie13

So um. I don't remember the last time I was on wattpad. I shouldn't be on here now. My mom sorta found my account and happened to see one of the most inappropriate books she could possibly see in my library. So if anyone who reads my book wants to continue/finish it. Feel free to do so. I haven't been outside since March 15th but had 156 assignments that same week. Last week after wasn't that bad but I feel like I'm drowning in work. I would never get the chance to update my book anyway. This probably the last time I'll ever be on wattpad. Bye bye

official_cutie13

My skin disowned me. I have to take Benadryl and steroids(again). Predisone Steroids make you hungry and (in the nicest way possible) big. I had to take ever since I was young for asthma flare ups which is why I am big now. Now I have to take them again. A few days ago, I literally was trying to lose weight. Now I'm going to gain it all back. I feel so helpless. It's like I'm being shot down before I even get up.  

official_cutie13

So I had an allergic reaction to something. My entire body broke out in bumps. I'm guessing hives. I had them since Sunday and they are way worse now. Putting cold water, eczema cream (any cream tbh), soap, face rags, my hand, and room temperature water all hurt when they are on my face. It itches and hurts

official_cutie13

Is it bad I want to die rn? Is paying someone to kill still considered suicide? I just want to know for research. . . .

Rosesyn03

@official_cutie13 yeah that's what I think also. Sorry your question hit a little bit closer to me than I thought it would it stirred up some memories that hurt 
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official_cutie13

@Rosesyn03 The people who are closest to me, my aspirations, and my future are things that I think of when I feel that way. I want to be something, someone. It will just be a dream if I go so soon.
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Rosesyn03

@official_cutie13 thanks you just made me smile again. There's some people out here who don't care about being hypocritical or not. If you're depressed enough or don't have someone beside you who cares enough to look for the signs you forget that the person you hurt the most buy it is not yourself but the people who love you 
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official_cutie13

This is definitely borrowed from tiktok (from who idek) but I felt a lot of people on Wattpad need this
          
          Your skin is not paper. . .so don't cut it
          
          Your size, your body. . . It's not a book, so don't judge it
          
          Your life is not a movie. . .
          
          
          
          
          Don't end 

official_cutie13

@official_cutie13 I'm glad it made someone smile
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Rosesyn03

@official_cutie13 I like it it makes me smile thanks for sharing it 
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