Kailey McAllister

Lastly for Fairy Tail in general, I've lost my drive. Yes, I could tell you from the bottom of my heart about every existing second involving Fairy Tail, the people, plot, etc. EVERY SINGLE THING.
          
          The Fairy Tail manga ended on my 18 birthday. At the time there wasn't more than a "talk" about the 100- year quest, and Eden Zero hadn't even been created yet. When the manga had ended it truly took a piece of my heart with it, I had for the longest time put my human feelings, connections, ambitions, and expectations into Fairy Tail because I had no real life to base from. When most of you as my followers met me, I was a kid who should of been in school like everyone else. My mother took me out of school because of an ongoing health issue I had, and you know how it goes when you lose your school friends you normally lose all of your friends.
          
           When I started writing on this account I was 14, and should of been enjoying my teen years doing dumb useless things, but I was damned to my own bedroom and laid there for 14 hours a day, watching anime, reading and writing. I was lonely, stripped of education and desperate for human connections.
          
          That being said, I've been slightly active on this account in the last few days. As an adult I want to continue writing, not as a hobby but I was to publish my work. So, I'm here to take my whole Wattpad serious as a fully functioning adult. I'm going through each of my works, republishing them, editing and removing the ridiculous ones.
          
          Please be patient, and if you would like to find ways to contact me it will also be in my updated BIO.
          
           Thank you,
                                  Kailey

Hey,
          I know I know, It's been several years since I've repicked these pieces back up. For many good reasons, which I know I really don't NEED to explain myself but, I will provide a brief summarization.
          
          Firstly, I started writing this when I was 16 years old, I was young with a ridiculous amount of free time which I mostly used running amok on the internet. I really did, and still do love writing but as I'm 21 years old now I'm still trying to get a grip on my own life as an adult now. 
          
          Secondly, life has a crazy way of slowing you down, since I turned 18, my family has dimished. I'm here, I am alive, but I am alone. My aunt and uncle who in all reality, raised me along side my mother died a few weeks away from each other. And then a little after the pandemic hit, I also lost my mother. I am still adjusting to this every day. I'm extremely alone in this world without them in it, and I know with this it's just going to be a matter of time. But, to remind you, I am 21. I'm still a kid, even if I can make legal decisions, I don't have the wisdom of a 30 year old, or the dexterity 40 year old. I hardly know what I am doing in this world. It's a different world than what I was raised to expect and every day I take it step by step.
          
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I know that I haven't been here for a good while. And with everything in me I'm so happy I logged back in. I've been thinking so much about posting again and getting back into my writing because it makes me feel completely whole again.  I've come back to notifications,  to even a few of my chapters being voted for. It's been EXTREMELY rough lately, and I've been income starved ( unemployment hasn't got to me yet, week 5 day 1) and I'm just.. I really needed this positivity. I am BAWLING. 

Tbh,I started this in 2015, but I like the prologue so much, I am highly thinking of making it an ongoing story. ( Like I needed another one with SLOW updates.) https://www.wattpad.com/story/53318090

Well, I've had one of my very first fanfictions under 'draft' because it was so bad I needed to edit, but I decided to just remake it. It has smut later in the story, just right now I posted the Prologue. Please check it out, and leave comments if you enjoy it or found a mistake. https://www.wattpad.com/story/106623577

brb throwing myself out a window im shook

Writing the 6th chapter of Dancing Petal at this very second. Will be released in an hour, give or take. 

After a long break, I have finally updated a NEW chapter for Dancing Petals. I hope you enjoy, Please.

I didn't really expect to update this so much but, here's another chapter..

New story just released. It began as a whim from a dream, but I ended up incorporating a bit of me into it, I really hope you at least read the first chapter, since it's fairly short, it's more of an intro into everything, prologue if you will.
          
             I hope you all smile today, laugh today, make happy memories, and always remember that your life is of such an importance to people, love yourself, I love you.  -Kailey
          
             Because, that's my real name. I will start signing as that.