Ifeel do sick, like I havea serious disease. But, I haven't been diagnosed yet. I feel like if I found out that I have cancer or something, I wouldn't tell my parents. Most of the people I knew has died from it after spending loads of money on treatment. I don't want to do that to my family. I'd rather die without the expenses. But at the same time I don't think it's fair not to tell them, if they know they can emotionally prepare themselves and know what to expect. But, I don't want them to try and save. My life is not adding anything extra to this world. If it's my time to go, that's what I'll do.
