so...im failing in basically all of my classes, i got suspended from the volleyball team im on because of grades and i got in trouble today and could possibly get suspended from school. I need to start focusing more but i just have no motivation too. I have no motivation to write, do homework, eat, i dont have motivation for anything. Im going to try my best to update honey for you guys. i hope you understand why the updates have been slow for the last day or two.~ xoxo ari <3