ohdearqueerdeer

I love you Bri!!!! <3 You van makez people happy!! Even though am not a Happy Bellabear right at the moment but I know I'll be fine. (Hopefully) 
          Anyways, Bri your amazing. I wish there were more people like you in the world. And maybe there is and I just don't know it but stay strong girly. Love ya.

Hey ! Thx for the follow

thank you so much for following me, i really appreciate it, especially from someone as amazing and rad as you UvU

is it bad that I help a lot of people and try my best to keep them happy.. but I can't even keep myself happy nor help myself.. its just weird... Ive been going through a ton of shit.. this week and the last sucked.. but there's this one person that I love to death. she's my new best friend but I love her deeply,I went to her house and spent time with her.. and yet.. I can't tell her that I have feelings and love for her.. her mom says she is not bi nor likes girls but her mom shouldn't decide for her.. its just complicated.. 

 So I had alcohol once again XD I had one shot of some type of liqueur and red bull mixed. then had some vodka with coca cola. and a sip of something else. XD and no I'm playing dominos with the family and almost yelling at each other XD 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! （＞ｙ＜）Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Ah yes, tomorrow is the time to remove the mystery cubes from beneath the festive cone and tell tales of a large red intruder

The other week, my friend wanted my jacket and I said no, so she said "give the small child your jacket." But instead I thought she said "Hey give me your smut." So yea I have such a dirt mind

So the other day I was in the kitchen and I didn't know my mom was in there with me so when I turn around she scared the hell out of me. So she's like"what am I that hideous" and so of course I said yea and so she fake cried and I went up to her so she divided to say "well you look just like me" so I put my hand under my chin and said "Yea but better" and so yea so much fun with my mom

I cry myself to sleep because I miss the nights you were here with me. I know these tears won't help bring you back but I wish they could. All these memories never escape from my mind. I just can't wait for the day to come where we can finally feel each other in our arms.... I miss you so much, and love you sooooooo fucking much. My life is now incomplete. Just please never forget me...... 
          -the right person will read this and know it's for them.... 
          ~BriCat