zolathefabulous
i done got locked out
ohnoitszola
seattlegloom
smoochie smooch
Creativi-tea
zOla
zgirl123
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOI. LIVE IT UP
ohnoitszola
yes. it is.
here.
ohnoitszola
tell me that i am not this. tell me that i am not what i see in the bathroom mirror at one am. not a shrouded figure; a shadow of something i once was, incapable of interaction now, but desperate for your reassurance. tell me i do not feel this. i am more than nerves, more than fear; tell me that it is possible to feel happiness, to feel relief, to breathe, but only if i fight for it, reach for it, am willing to die for it. tell me i do not see this. a world better off without me in it; a thousand people living on with eyes, with hearts, that are devoid of my existence, my presence, of me. tell me that i do not have to be reduced to what i worry i cannot accomplish. tell me it’s okay to find strength, to find confidence, in everything that i have already achieved.
ohnoitszola
@Fionn-Macool you know what, sure. you take my phone and you sell it. there goes like 1/100 of the debt you’re sure to be in by then
ohnoitszola
i don’t have bad nights often.
this is a bad night.
ohnoitszola
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offensive
@Fionn-Macool yeah, same here. ive been subjected to so much bullshit that ive become indifferent
ohnoitszola
@Fionn-Macool “guys i tried to kill myself last night and im in the hospital right now. don’t know if ill make it”
missing-heaven
I’m NOT IN THE MOOOOoD
ohnoitszola
clowns r good and tasty
ohnoitszola
“I cannot imagine how we forgive ourselves for all the things we didn’t say until it was too late.”