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It's amazing how reading makes you a goner. You fall in love with someone who doesn't exist in real life. And it hurts so bad that life in reality can never give me the perfect partner that stars in my fictional dreams. It takes your standard soaring so high, but then you realize that these standards are kept on a basis of those created by us. Created a spec close to perfection.
And the fact that hurts the worst is that society won't allow you to have a partner, that actually goes above those standards.
Like, for example, mama said that I can't marry pizza and my bed. Like what the fuck, ma.