no because i’m TOTALLY not catching feelings AGAIN for my closest irl whom i KNOW ??? has a crush on someone who is not me, in fact she has a crush on some ?? dude that i don’t even know
which is cool, i want her to be happy, obviously
and i don’t know whether i’m scared to lose her as a friend or if i actually stopped liking her
AND ALSO MY *REAL* CRUSH IS A WHOLE NOTHER CONVO AND IDK DUDE
REALLY WTF ARE CRUSHES ??