@ohwayohwayoh oh babe . It's absolutely fine to grieve about our loved ones. It's been two months since my aunt passed away. I still think about her sometimes. Bless her soul. I think about all the happy memories we shared together. I am pretty sure your dad is watching over you now. He will be happy that you are good and healthy. Think about your happy memories with him. I am pretty sure he wants you to think about them too. Here a hug