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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR SALTY BOIIIIIII
TSUKISHIMAAAAAA!!!
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okieeeeeee
WHO WANTS TO GO JUMP OFF A MF CLIFF WITH MEEEEEE?
cause school can go fuck itself, throw itself into the pits of hell, and just burn itself down to ground where nothing but ashes remain
like anyone else feeling this rn? or just me
oik_ayako0104
DAY 33
"there was no conversation
we never shared our doubts
way too much love that we have wasted
guess we were running out
but i still got your bracelet
i found it on the couch
i was supposed to give it back, but never made it,
cause i know that he's
around
i've tried to play it cool
but damn i'm missing you
what if i had told you baby i am sorry
would you still be wearing my shirt every morning
or were the broken parts, waiting in the dark
i guess we'll never know it
i guess we'll never know it
ooh"
~haruka-chan
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DAY 32
"if you see the boy i used to be
could you tell him that i'd like to find him
and if you see the shell that's left of me
could you spare him a little kindness
'cause i've been high and i've been low
i've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
and feelings come but they won't go
please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind
am i broken?
am i flawed?
do i deserve a shred of worth or am i
just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
and am i human?
or am i something else?
'cause i'm so scared and there's no one there
to save me from the nightmare that i call myself"
~haruka-chan
oik_ayako0104
AM FAWKING LATE BUT...
HAPPY
BELATED
BIRTHDAY
TO
OUR
AMAZING
OWL
CAPTAIN!!!
(*≧∀≦)ﾊ┏━iiiiii━┓ﾊ(≧∇≦*)
WE LOVE YOU KOU!!!
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DAY 31
"it's you
it's always you
if i'm ever gonna fall in love
i know it's gon' be you
it's you
it's always you
met a lot of people
but nobody feels like you
so please don't break my heart
don't tear me apart
i know how it starts
trust me i've been broken before
don't break me again
i am delicate
please don't break my heart
trust me i've been broken before
i've been broken, yeah
i know how it feels
to be open
and then find out your love isn't real
i'm still hurting, yeah
i'm hurting inside
i'm so scared to fall in love
but if it's you then i'll try"
~haruka-chan
oik_ayako0104
DAY 30
"i'd be cooler, i'd be smarter
probably be a better daughter
i'd jump in a pool without thinking twice
take off my shirt like one of the guys
i would save a lot of money
i would say when i was hungry
i'd throw on some jeans, not know the size
walk out the door and not wanna cry
if i lived in a house with no mirrors
where the walls didn't talk back at me
maybe i'd dream a bit bigger
if there was nothin' to see
if i lived in a house with no mirrors
where the walls didn't pick me apart
maybe my skin would be thicker
if i lived in a house with no mirrors"
~haruka-chan
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DAY 29
"little do you know
how i'm breakin' while you fall asleep
little do you know
i'm still haunted by the memories
little do you know
i'm tryin' to pick myself up piece by piece
little do you know
i need a little more time
underneath it all i'm held captive by the hole inside
i've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind
i'm ready to forgive you, but forgettin' is a harder fight
little do you know
i need a little more time
i'll wait, i'll wait
i love you like you've never felt the pain
i'll wait
i promise you don't have to be afraid
i'll wait
love is here and here to stay
so lay your head on me"
~haruka-chan
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DAY 28
"baby, take my hand
i want you to be my husband
'cause you're my Iron Man
and i love you 3000
baby, take a chance
'cause i want this to be something
straight out of a Hollywood movie
isee you standing there
in your hulk outerwear
and all i can think
is where is the ring
'cause i know you wanna ask
scared the moment will pass
i can see it in your eyes
just take me by surprise
and all my friends they tell me they see
you're planning to get on one knee
but i want it to be out of the blue
so make sure i have no clue
when you ask
baby, take my hand
i want you to be my husband
'cause you're my Iron Man
and i love you 3000
baby, take a chance
'cause i want this to be something
straight out of a Hollywood movie"
~haruka-chan
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DAY 27
"laying in the silence
waiting for the sirens
signs, any signs im alive still
i don't wanna lose it
but im not getting through this
hey, should i pray?
should i pray? yeah
to myself
to a God? to a saviour who can
unbreak the broken
unsay these spoken words
find hope in the hopeless
pull me out the train wreck
unburn the ashes
unchain the reactions
im not ready to die not yet
pull me out the train wreck
pull me out, pull me out
pull me out
pull me out, pull me out"
~shiori-chan