I can't believe after a week it will be a whole year of me dating my gf. It's crazy and even now, I get jealous. Which is sad because I wish I could love without possessing.... But I do end up being quite demanding.
I love her. I am jealous because she is so loveable. I don't want her to leave me yet sometimes I feel so sad because nothing is guaranteed. I think about future too much. After two years, will we be in the same city, in the same place? It's scary to think About it.
But I do truly like her and I feel sad when I sometimes feel like I have been letting my temper and other things come between us. She matters alot to me so from now on I am not gonna say anything stupid to her.