Okayjery

I NOTICE ALL MY THINGYS ON HERE ARE IN ALL CAPS EXCEPT MY LITTLE EXCERPT THINGS IM JUST VERY EXCITED PERSON IG

HOW THE HECK DO PEOPLE GET WATTPAD FAMOUS LIKE I WANT THAT. IM OVER HERE WITH LIKE 16 FOLLOWERS AND I GET IM NOT THAT ACTIVE BUT I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS THE SECRET TO BECOMING FAMOUS

I just started working on chapters for my books. I haven't been on Wattpad due to a family situation. But I will try to update as soon as possible, I apologize if the chapters are not good. I have a lot on my mind and have a lot of stress atm. Lets just say that im going through a similar situation the main character of my book "The Funeral" is going through. Death is hard and I hope y'all never have to lose a loved one❤️

I once felt like a shadow, unrecognized, just a burden that everyone is carrying around with them but they can't get rid of; because there's always gonna be a shadow. Then one day I found my worth, my importance and I didn't feel like a shadow anymore. There no longer was a shadow because I was the sun, shining brightly and happily.

@okayyjery Please continue. The best catharsis is expressing your pain and sadness through whatever means possible. And you can't beat him up so...the alternative is writing about it. I feel your pain, I do. I've been there and back. But don't deprive yourself of something that brings you so much joy. And let me tell you something; The process may hurt more than the act. But once you finish it...oh, once you finish that long, ongoing, painful story, it will feel great. So keep your head high and write about it! I for one will be excited to read it. :) 

Unfortunately I will not be writing that book I told you guys about, the story I was basing it off of ended and there's nothing to write about. It could have been a amazing story

Best friend. Those words should make you feel special, when someone says, "hey, that's my best friend" you should feel joy. But right now when I heard those words come out of your mouth, it hit me so hard. The words I want to hear you say will never ever even come to your mind. How blind can you be? Is it not obvious? Yet you don't even know that what you are doing is slowly breaking my heart piece by piece. And tonight you completely shattered it. And you will never know. How can you continue to be "best friends" with a boy who stole your heart and didn't even know it? And because you gave me mixed emotions and made me think that maybe you liked me too, it hurts so bad. So because of you I lay in my bed tonight, crying. Feeling pathetic, weak, dumb, and not good enough. Because we are only best friends.

I wonder if anyone actually reads the little excerpts I do...

I find I get attached too easily. If you give me the slightest attention, you are all I think about. When my phone lights up I always hope it's you messaging me back. When I go somewhere I always hope that you'll somehow end up in the same place. I'm confused, you make me confused. I see you smile and hope that maybe some of the reasons for you to smile us because of me. Just the thought of being around you, talking to you, laughing with you, gives me tingly feelings inside. Like there are millions of butterfly's just released inside of me and fluttering around. I then suddenly feel nervous, you make me feel nervous -excerpt number ?? 

I hope one day when I meet my future spouse for the first time we have a cute little romance like the ones people write about on wattpad