𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗼𝘆 <3

a token of kindness [ 18th july 2023 ] 
          
          insecure poems, confident aches; inspired decades yet everyday a death. stretching silences, concrete words; homes that melt and walls that echo. floating feet, rotten flowers; waves that pause in an ocean that seamlessly flows. 
          
          fluttering thoughts, fiddling feelings; coloured mouths and disappearing promises. hibernating lights and travelling darknesses; lingering lilacs and luminescent shadows. 
          
          minds of pearls, mouths of venom; do not lose by playing to their strengths. corridors of history, weaponsied love; transient nor malleable. fragile loneliness, screaming insecurities;  not every sunset has to be colourful. 
          
          sun of rain, thunders of frustration; mornings like amnesia, cloudless burdens. midday pride, repentance heavy; grief stricken victories, blackbird joys. mansions of footsteps, tears of dreams; we are all graves carrying the dying spark of life in us. 
           #adropofhumanity 

a small token of kindness [ 10th july 2023  ] 
          
          mountains and decorators, exhaustion and evil eye; surviving bones and careless finds. funeral floods and tumbling sorrows; forests and bridges of laughters and morals. feelings migrated, clouds and dresses; that which rains does not always bring about harvest. 
          
          clocks of manners, a road of residences; hearts like maples marked along fences. pictures of politeness, smiles like wounds; world a death of another, burial grounds like jasmine blooms. 
          
          mornings of questions, blurred evening attempts; youth of trial and error, life a honeycomb aged. dreams of wounds, dreams like a father's disappointment; storms like swaying birth, storms sometimes like corpses of discipline.  
          
          disassociated honour, ribbed filters; what binds is not glue, rather, mutual respect. eastern wind and crepuscular billows; howling books and silent words. the majesticness of months yet the solemnity of years; to the hearts that wriggle with pain, silence is delicate, thin ice-like elegance. 
           #adropofhumanity 

Vicky doing okay?

I just realized I have a small dimple on only one side of my face and I don't know how I've been living more than 15 years on this body and never noticed this 

!! REALLY IMPORTANT WARNING !!
          
          First of all, I don't have access to pms now, so I'm really sorry to anyone I currently need to answer
          
          And second but most important, I won't be able to be as much online on wattpad anymore
          
          My school has released the test schedule and i'm completely freaking out
          
          before we had 2 initial tests, with 4 subjects each and 6 classes to do
          Than we had more 2 tests, one with 8 subjects and 1 essay and other with 4 subjects, also 6 classes to do
          This and all the school work
          
          Now we have 5 more extra tests, with 2 subjects each AND ONLY 2 F*CKING CLASSES TO (1 hour and a half)
          and these tests will only have discursive questions
          
          And my mother is putting extra pressure on me this year because I NEED to get the discount my school offers for the highest averages, it would help a lot my family because my school is about $2000 a month and both me and my brother are in it 
          
          And, after I enter university (i'm not stupid, i know i won't get anywhere from my city) i want to save money so i can transfer to another country, i really want to leave this place and live my own life, away from my family 
          
          So, I need to study 24/7 and I have other 2 things that are also a problem
          
          I'm class president and we have a meeting per week
          
          And I'm also on ONHB (national olympics of the history of brazil) 
          
          I will try to be online during night, but I can't promise because I'll study all day and I wake up at 5am so I'll be really tired
          
          So, in case I disappear, I hope you all stay safe, drink water and have a nice day <3 bye bye

i'm mentally exhausted, pretty sure my mental and body health are sh*tty and intrusive toughts are getting the better of me again so i'm being offline for the day

I think there's a frong living in my plumbing-

WATTPAD CHANGED THE COMMENTS SECTION-
          
          I DON'T LIKE IT-

Does anyone where I can watch Bear in the big blue house for free? this is my confort show but unfortunaly it's not available in the website i use to watch movies 
          
          And i cannot afford Disney+

Me: I'm not upset that you cleaned my drawers. I'm just overwhelmed because you mixed my clothes and put going out clothes together with stay at home clothes and bikinis with school uniforms.
          
          Me: iI'm just methodic about where my clothes should be placed, I'm not upset
          
          My mother: . . .
          
          My mother: So what you're saying is that you are mad at me for cleaning your clothes! Alright, I get it, I won't clean your things next time!
          
          Me: THAT IS NOT WHAT I JUST SAID-