Holly

hey guys, i'm alive!!
          so the past two years have been super hectic for me but i've decided to start writing poetry again. it was a really good way to get my feelings out so watch this space!
          
          a quick update :
          - i did well in a levels
          - got into my first choice uni, DMU, to do psychology
          - got a first overall in my first yr of uni
          - mental health still shitty tho
          
          sending love,
          holly x 
          
          (if you ever want to talk dm me on instagram - hypnoti.zed)

I changed the name to bleakthoughts, however I no longer use that account but I do have a new account (heartwreckings)

NEW PARTS TO EXCERPTS!
          
          Just in case you missed them.
          Also I may start writing Falling Together again, I just keep finding life gets in the way whenever I try to start a new project etc.
          
          Hope everyone is doing well and had a great Christmas.
          
          Love, Holly.

Hi guys!!
          
          I just wanted to let you know due to exams finishing and I'll be working on Excerpts again shortly and starting a new novel! 

Hello! :)
          
          Thank you for the follow back! It honestly means a lot to me ^-^
          
          I hope you have a wonderful day ^-^

Hi guys!
          I'm back!! 
          So it's been an incredibly long time since I've been on here. Honestly, my life has been a never ending roller coaster!
          1. I finished secondary school and passed all my classes. Prom was incredibly too.
          2. I started sixth form and I do English Literature, Geography and Psychology for my A Levels. All a hell of a lot of writing.
          3. I'm recovering by myself now. My therapist said I'm doing well. My attitude has changed completely. I'm still on antidepressants and beta blockers but my life has improved incredibly.
          4. I'm no longer suicidal, nor do I self harm. I'm 358 days clean today. I've accomplished a lot. 
          5. My confidence has rocketed. I'm friends w/ people I never would have spoke to before.
          6. I no longer isolate myself. I go out with my family and friends a lot more. I guess you could say I have a social life?
          7. Spare time I dedicate mostly to skyping people or my Instagram (@recovery.flower and @hypnoti.zed)
          I've decided I'm going to start writing again. It might take me a while to get back into it, but honestly I really miss it. It felt good to write down.
          I'm also going to write all my "story" captions from my Instagram @recovery.flower - some will be anecdotal and others will be poetry.
          - Holly x 

Hi guys,
          So I'm aware I haven't updated in a extremely long time. You guys deserved to know why. 
          I've been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Lately my life has been continuously tough an I don't have the energy to do much. I have lots of other issues too but I don't want to blabber on too much.  I'm on antidepressants and I have therapy so I should be getting better. 
          I'm going to try and post an update on 'Then Kiss Me' extremely soon, but with exams etc getting in the way it might be a while.
          Love Holly x
          P.S. Follow my Instagram - sad.suicxdal 

@5sosismukeaf thank you, honestly I'm not too sure. I'm actually quite sick and I'm busy with exams but I'll try to upload my update soon 

When you updates just now found your story and its really good!?
          

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR OVER 500 READS ON 'THEN KISS ME' - I know I haven't updated in forever but I've not been well lately and tbh I've had to deal with a lot of crap lately. I have no idea when I will update next but thank you and ilysm x