I’m just gonna post this here so I won’t ever forget it.
I just woke up from a very real dream, I was a sad...depressed rapper (weird because he’s a boy and I’m a girl) and I was showing signs of suicide. It felt as if no one even cared so I thought, “well, time to go” but as I made my way up this strange building to jump...my little brother followed me and asked what I was doing, I didn’t wanna lie to him so I told him “I think..I’m going to die” and he got really scared and sad and begged me “please don’t die!” I looked surprised and said back “but I feel sad” and he told me “I feel sad too, but I don’t want you to die” and so I chose not to do so, I woke up suddenly from the dream and began crying, suicide has been on and off of my mind for years...but hearing my brother dream or not has made me realized that there would be so many people affected by me taking my own life... especially my younger siblings who adore me so much, and now...I vowed to myself thay no matter how low I may feel, I’ll always remember this dream to remind myself that there are people on this world who’s worth living for....
Sorry for the sad story! Please don’t be concerned or anything, it’s just something I want somewhere so I can come back to read to, a place where no one but people who don’t know me will see and thay I could keep here forever, bye loves♥️
