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How are you author-nim? 

no I've been gone so long I've forgotten pretty much half my own story line from the series, gonna go back and read it all now-
          
          I did this to myself. 

hey hey hey
          
          
          
          Yes, so IK IT'S BEEN WHAT, 2 MONTHS NOW? nearly 2??? Man, I really don't know, last time I was here it was about a month ago and I had gotten blood tests and what not which came back normal with the exception of a little low blood pressure. Things just got worse and worse, I'm somehow more sick than I was at the start which just isn't adding up for me- I'M NOT QUITTING THO nuh uh. 
          
          Trust me, I have nearly 200 story ideas in my notes now, I'm literally writing every night but not properly if you know what I mean. I feel the worst at night so I try to just sleep this damn sickness off hence why I'm not getting any chapters out right now, I also have a set of mock exams coming soon which I cannot stop stressing about-
          
          I've been fairly busy-
          
          But, I came back on and I really miss this, I really want to get writing and I might try to this weekend because I've literally ghosted this app since December? Girl what. Yeah no. 
          
          Anyways, I hope everyone else is fine, it's always nice coming back and seeing so much support on my writing, it's still coming in all the time, even though I've practically died on this app, it's crazy man. I've sort of figured what ever my sickness is, it's not going away any time soon so I'm now learning how to adjust to living with it ig and that means getting back to writing and that again. I'll figure this out-
          
          Seriously, gosh this is a long announcement but it should sum up a good couple of months. I'll be back. I shall. I'm training. 

pov had to change my profile cuz its the same as my personal Instagram picture and I'm not risking shit

Hii, well I haven't been well this weekend so chapter's coming a bit late. 
          
          but anyways, soon I'll be doing a vote for what story you'd like next based on the themes of them :-) I'm excited to start a new book but I gotta finish this one first T^T

universe doesn't want me to update because we had guests round and now I'm collapsed, flat out knocked out, fr haven't managed to do any work tonight. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

I have school tomorrow brrrrr I nearly chopped all my hair off in anticipation but that's ok. 
          
          no chapter tonight but I'm literally like 2/3 chapters from the end so idc what happens at school, I'm writing those damn chapters when I'm back. Period. 
          
          
          

my new year's resolution is to stop avoiding this app whenever I haven't updated for ages because I can't face the public with the shame I bear above my family name. 
          
          
          hbu

also because I wasn't sure whether I was actually being clever or dumb but I'm hoping you got the reference in the chapter to the mini messages I'd left at the start of every chapter in the book. It's supposed to be his journal.... I gave you a bit of it in each chapter... Yes... No? My original plan was different so I'll admit this didn't work great but uhh, no there is not but. 

okay yeah fine
          
          I'm scrapping the third book and finishing on a happy ending even if it means I write the most cliche shit in my life. 
          
          
          I thought so.