I saw your comment and I just wanted to tell you that you're beautiful. You don't have to be perfect, nobody is. You don't have to cry if you really don't want to or you just feel like you can't but I still want you to look in the mirror. If you can't cry then do the opposite, smile. Observe how beautiful and how alive your facial feature appears when you do. You are so much more beautiful smiling because you look happy. Happiness is key even if it's just a facade. So you're right, if you don't have time to cry, smile about everything good in your life and forge about the bad. I love you you are beautiful