oliviaevanss

istg if i ever become famous remind me to delete this account

oliviaevanss

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I’m really bored with my life and need more action in it so if anyone wants to talk and become friends or some shit like that I’m up for it honestly just slide in them pms babes !! 
          Anyways bye love y’all <3

oliviaevanss

I just (not really but I have no other word so just is good) realized that my childhood bestie and once “boyfriend” (I was 7!!!!) is in my school. And literally everyone around me says there’s tension between us. We always make eye contact he and his friends aren’t even trying to be discreet while looking/peeking at me during breaks. We’re in complete different classes and somehow I always. ALWAYS bump into him in the halls when our classes are in DIFFERENT buildings (the school has four or five buildings all in one) and only until recently since last year he’s starting to give me attention. I’m an attention Wh0r3 so.. and I might have mini heart attacks when he walks past me. He literally doesn’t talk to me but all his friends fuckibg know who I am and I don’t (he made new friends while between elementary and now) and so I don’t know them or their names but they all seem to know me.. today I was at the mall near the doors waiting for my mom bc she was coming to pick me up and he and his friends were going inside the mall they pushed him TO me before going in. His face was sooo funny. His eyes widened and he looked like he had seen a ghost and then he ran backs to his friends while they were laughing their arses off and when I turned my head to see them through the glass window he was hitting them and walked in front of them literally stomping. I thought it was a teeny tiny bit cute. Ew. Anyway life sucks. Still waiting for her tho <3

oliviaevanss

In one month and two weeks, it’s gonna be a year. Twelve months since I’ve met an awesome person who helped me grow as a person and individual. She taught me many things without even realizing it. Neither did I. You only ever cherish things, people and moments when they become memories and never on the spot. We should cherish everything that happens when they happen and not a moment later. In a couple weeks, it’s gonna be a year since I’ve met an amazing person, who I will forever consider my first love. I doubt she thinks the same way towards me and it hurts a little but I can’t read her mind so I wouldn’t know. Maybe I’m also her first love. Or maybe I’m not. But to me she’ll always be my first love, and first true friend who not once judged me or been mean to me. She’s a person who I would’ve loved to cherish and appreciate her love and affection towards me. Unfortunately I am only doing that after she’s left. I have hope in whatever label our relationship has. I know she’ll come back but what if.. there are so many “what if” questions coursing through my mind. All I want is to cherish, love and respect her. Like I currently am but I want to be able to tell her that. I want her to know all those things. But I can’t. Not because I don’t want to or I’m afraid but because I just can’t.. 
          if you ever come across this just know I love you for ever <3

oliviaevanss

My mom told me that next year she’s gonna sign me up in an acting school probably in England (but in a French or English speaking countries but England is the closest option) and I’d go to boarding school or she’d buy/rent a home for me lol i love my mom and im glad she’ll never see this lol <3

oliviaevanss

Hi there you guys, I’m sure everyone is aware of what’s going on in Europe. If anyone who lives near Ukraine or Russia and wants to talk my dms are open, in fact they’re open to anyone. It could be about what’s going on or anything else really. Whatever it is my dms are open! I send my love and prayers to everyone out there! I love you guys so much <3