Ashley Sykess

to whoever reads this....
          
          IM BACK!!!!!!!!
          
          im finally back to writing again. i havent slept well all week and worked almost everyday, but today ive had the day off and ive got my inspiration back.
          im not going to update for at least another week. i do have one chapter ready and one halfway done. but i want to try and write like four chapters ahead so my updates can be regular instead of one chapter a week if im lucky.
          
          so pretty good news to thse who have stuck around for so long!!!
          
          idk if anyone reads these but if you do, then there you go! im back! and im going to finish the damn fanfiction!!!!
          
          xxashley

Hey 
          I just wanted to let everyone who even reads this know that I haven’t stopped writing let love bleed red. 
          I have a writers block, I guess. And I’ve just been kinda insecure of what I write. 
          Like its probably boring or I’m messing up the storyline. Idk
          But Im almost done with the new chapter so itll be up soon, I hope.
          
          Huge thank you to those who are still reading the new chapters!!!!! I know it takes me a while to write sometimes and I feel like I keep coming with another excuse every time...
          
          So thank you !!!
          
          Xxashley

Hey I’m sorry but the next chapter is going to take me a bit longer to write.
          Everything is a bit too much in my life atm and I’m not in the right mindset to write most of the time. 
          Im sorry I’ll try to update tomorrow but i cant promise anything
          
          Hope you all have a lovely day
          
          Xxashley

Heyhey
          A more exciting update for once!!!!
          Ive been writing more these past few days so new chapter will hopefully be up soon. Im already halfway done and the words just keep coming!!!
          
          I think its because im back home again... like im exhausted and just done with everything but being at home with my dad and shit always makes me feel better!!
          
          Hope you all have a lovely day!!!
          
          Xxashley

Im sorry guys i wont be able to upload today bc i feel like shit
          
          Its currently 5 in the fucking morning ive been up all fucking night bc my fucking mom is a fucking asshole who doesnt fucking care
          
          And i have to be at her appartement till sunday evening bc then my dads girlfriend gets her fucking rest....
          
          My mom is in america with her boyfriend.
          Fucking ironic i come here every other weekend for my fucking mom and she is almost never here
          
          And now im fucking “sleeping” next to my snoring grandma, its fucking hot and ive been up al night
          
          I just i fucking cant
          
          Im sorry
          
          Im just gonna go back to crying now
          
           Xashley

Heyhey
          So sorry for not uploading for so long.... 
          I’ve had a terrible weekend at my mom and its just been bothering me. Like i had been sleeping terribly and i just wanted to crawl in a corner and cry... i almost relapsed and that freaking scared me.
          
          Doing better at the moment tho!!!
          I just finished the new chapter, I’m going to edit it tomorrow at school and then ill publish it!!!
          
          Also tomorrow is my last day of school before spring break which is two weeks for me. Like of course ill work a ton and i still have internship but at least i get a lot more time to write!!!
          
          Hope you all have a lovely day!!!!
          
          Xxashley
          
          

Hey
          Im so sorry for now updating but I’ve been kinda busy with internship and work.
          I work three nights a week now. And at the moment most of the little bit of free time i get i spend reading or with my family or cleaning my room...
          
          In two weeks I’ll have two weeks of springbreak so Im definitely going to be able to write more then.
          Im going to try and write tonight after work or tomorrow morning so hopefully ill have something up before sunday.
          
          I hope you all have a lovely day!!!
          
          Xxashley

SUPER EXCITED NEWS!!!!
          I finally bought a new laptop!! Which means imma be uploading more often because it will start up super super fast and it doesn’t die when its not on the charger!!!
          
          Its also the first laptop that I bought new and not one that my father repaired (mostly crappy laptops people don’t bother picking up) he repairs laptops and playstations at home. Pretty cool actually.
          
          I wont be able to write tomorrow cuz i got school from half past eight till half past five and work from six till eleven.... but this weekend imma write a LOT!!!
          
          Hope you all have a lovely day!!
          
          Xxashley
          

Hey,
          Currently working on chapter ten!!!
          Its gonna be published tomorrow and im gonna try to write a lot more chapters then so i can update more often again....
          Just wanted to let ya all know
          
          Hope you all have a lovely day
          
          Xxashley

hey guys,
          exciting news!
          ive been working on the next chapter all day and its going to be published in an hour or so when ive got it done!!!
          
          sorry for the long wait, ive been really busy and sick...
          
          hope you all have a lovely day/evening!!!
          
          xxashley