I no loner trust ANYONE!! I was completely betrayed. I'm completely alone now. Oliva isn't real. I can't get it through my mind. She's been fake all along. All those nights where I cry myself to sleep thinking about what she's going through. Then she "died" and I completely felt alone. Meanwhile, I was only alone to begin with. She's not real. She's fake. There was no such thing as Oliva Grace Hudseen. And to think I actually believed you. It's rEDICULOUS. That was one of the most depressing months of my life. Do you realize that I was actually thinking about dying? Do you realize that I wanted to die? No, and I'm sick of treating this bs I'm sorry. I still love you (you know who you are) but I'm really disappointed, I mean I know it was a really hard time in your life and it still is. But please, if you're reading this (person who created Oliva) don't kill yourself. I still love you to death. In fact I'm in love with you. I miss when we were dating and I really just want you back. I can forgive you for doing this. But I just have one question. Why?