Someone had a party while you were sleeping but you weren't really sleeping, you were sick, and parts of you were burning, and you couldn't move. Perhaps the party was in your honor. You can't remember.

- RICHARD SIKEN, 'You Are Jeff'

AYO HITMAN BANG INTRODUCES. ANNI. Seventeen years old. Constantly distracted and possibly going on a downwards spiral. Takes comfort from fictional things being. Well? Fictional. Just trying to spark joy, homie. 

EXTRA: In love with Hinata Shouyou (Haikyu!!), Es (Alter Ego, game by Caramel Column) and Xiao (Genshin Impact). Constant crush on Komori Yui (Haunted Dark Bridal). BTS OT7. Trying to look into ADHD and Autism. Also roleplays! Mainly looking for Twisted Wonderland RPs at the moment.

CURRENT READS:
- Richard Siken poems
- I STOP TO SMELL THE BLOOD IN THE TREES AND FOR A MOMENT THE WORLD IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT BRINGS ME TO TEARS by perennials on AO3
- JUNO by perennials on AO3
- blue period. by Yamaguchi Tsubasa
- Mairimashita! Iruma-kun by Osamu Nishi
- Haikyu!! - by Furudate Haruichi (25# re-read)

CURRENT FIXATED WORDS:
- (Hu tao voice) Aiya
- Aiyo

THOUGHTS STUCK?
 - "XIAO DIDN'T COME HOME"
- "please I'm so sad but I also highly expected this so it wasn't surprising but like. Sad Boy Hours"
- *crying over xiao* "Man... Please I just want you to be happy"
- "ngl I just wanted him this early on so I can bring him for explorations and pretend this is my way of taking him out (romantic or platonic, not murder)"
- "so yeah. Disappointed but not Surprised"
- "guess I'll just have to save up a lot of my primogems in hopes of getting a Xiao rerun :]"
- "BUT I STILL NEED NEW CHARACTERS + WEAPONS SO IN THIS EARLY STAGE I WILL PULL UNTIL MY STUFF ARE STABILIZED"