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I feel like I'm losing grip on how the world works
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I got bored and made this :3
https://youtube.com/shorts/wgRlsgNrM2I?si=4i_9Jmt-WM5ACiuY
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I think I'm getting a hyper hyperfixation on pete the cat lol
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Do you have Instagram
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YIPPPPEEEE
IM GETTING SOME TRANS TAPE, MY RIBS DONT HAVE TO SUFFER ANY MORE PERMANENT DAMAGE
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Hi hru
I haven't talked to you in a while, sry about that, life's just been busy
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@omoji_iii Ty And I am kinda I am doing better than this morning, so basically I couldn't wear my binder because my chest really really hurt (it's a work in progress to get me some trans tape I'm prob gonna ask my dad to get me some and some vacilean) well anyway I couldn't find the one bra I like to wear so I had a lot of dysphoria and distress because I don't like going places without a bra or binder on, and especially not school. My mom noticed my pretty obvious distress and let me borrow one of her bras which worked pretty well. Anyway I was still feeling large amounts of dysphoria and sadness and probably self hate to the point I was having trouble talking to my friends and doing school work and it wasn't going away (for some reason lately a little thing will throw my entire day off I fucking hate it) so I just curled up into a ball on my seat and ignored the substitute teacher and my friend in third hour (the teacher tried to get my attention several times, I ignored him and pretended I couldn't hear him because I was wearing my headphones and tbh I could barely hear him because I would have probably been sobbing without music) well anyway after I calmed down enough I texted my mom to pick me up and she did in forth hour and once I got home and ate a little I went to bed and took a nap so all in all I'm feeling a lot better I just hope the rest of the dysphoria goes away And ty for letting me vent too :>
omoji_iii
@MEGUMILOVER_ALLCAPS It’s okay! Everyone’s busy and needs to live their lives :) I’m doing good,hbu? I hope your doing fine ^^ if ur not you can always vent to me!
Imagenaalandofpoop
Hey ily
omoji_iii
@Imagenaalandofpoop im so sorry for not responding,I didn’t have my electronics. I’m so happy to see you back,ily too!!! I’m sorry if I made you think I didn’t care about you,those days I was supper busy (still am) and couldn’t get much in Wattpad p/talk with you :(. I love and care about you tho
Tofuu-chann
﹕꩜ @omoji_iii⋆ ഒ๋࣭ Hello, Veany bean. it's been some time, huh? i hope you're doing alright, and i apologise for not being a very good friend, i'm incredibly sorry for never being here for you at all recently. I won't explain what's going on, i don't want the pity or whatever, so instead i simply want you to read this and remember how much i genuinely do love you/p <3 I want to thank you, Lucille, Muchiko, Eternal (Aiden), Shirley and Koko mainly for all the lovely months i have had since meeting you five. to be frank, i haven't had much of a real friendship before this one, so i am forever in your debt for allowing me to experience the feeling of one. Vean, you are an incredible and talented soul, i won't allow people telling you otherwise. You're an amazing artist, you're an amazing person in general, you have such an amazing sense of style and a way of making me both admire and envy you at the same time. I hope you never forget how much of an amazing person you have been, how comfortable you have made me. I would not be where i am without you, i could hardly speak to anyone before you and Lucille had come around. I will forever be grateful, even after death. Please, never let some degenerate being ever take you down. Keep thriving, you're an amazing person. I see your videos are doing well, honestly, start making money from them, you're talented enough for sure, may as well get paid for it all. You're amazing. don't forget that. xx Nichole (i changed my user)
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@Tofuu-chann hey,it’s okay! Everyone has their own lives and are busy so it’s totally fine! I myself have been failing as a friend too,so I’m really sorry about that. You are an amazing friend,one of the best friends I’ve EVER had! I couldn’t stand loosing you,that’s how important you are to me. Thank you so much,your art is also as good and if not better than mine. You can envy me all you want but that doesn’t change the fact that you yourself is also a talented artist and writer. Tysm. If you could make money off of Wattpad and made a real story,you would get so many money! Honestly,what I’m doing right now is for fun since I don’t have a credit card or whatever and I haven’t told my mum about my YouTube channel so I can’t really make money off of it,but I would like to ear; money doing something I love! You are amazing too. I love you ,please don’t change and forever keep being yourself <3333 ilyyy/p
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I lowkey hate venting,it makes me feel like I’m looking for attention when I’m not. I just can’t help it. I can’t help but feel like this. I don’t understand my parents,if I don’t trust them to tell my feelings,how am I gonna trust a stranger so called a therapist? Bffr.
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I’ll just write my feelings down and make them into a fanfic (on ao3)
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@Melanie_Martinez_555 same honestly,I love writing whatever shit comes to mind,specially vent fics where I insert my feelings into a character.im planning on doing a smutty and angsty Ivantill fanfic since itll be about hypersexuality. I’ll love venting while making something entertaining and not useless for others
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@omoji_iii SAMEEEE- its gon' be a vent but story It's gonna be so fun writing tho- (I love writing on A03 when no one knows my user)